Day 2 - Meditation continues, as does my Fantasy Book reading! Throwing myself into a series should have been obvious to me before, as a way to keep busy.
Day 1 Solutions: Mantak Chia, Brahmacharya don’t look at women. I’m going to try to go to the beach today I hit a full peacock today for the first time in my life.
Day 1. Also Day one of having an account on this website. M 23 have been watching P since 13yo. Have tried to stop for almost a year now. This will be the most work I’ll be putting in to curbing this addiction.
Almost a week now since my last relapse. My lethargy has decreased over the last couple of days but(there is always a but sigh) I had faced triggers and had urges as well over the last(exact) couple of days.I couldnt access this my website for much further unfortunately because my blocker is blocking it with no other reason than "porn". Internet usage and distractions has spiked a lot yesterday so I really need to stop doing that for now. Now that I say this If I could find a someone with experience for accountability.
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Don’t worry brother, some days are easier than others. Don’t let it get to you. You can do this. I’ll see your post for Day 1 tomorrow
Day 2. Having urges, but deep down understand that’s just my brain wanting to stay in my comfort zone. See you all for day 3 tomorrow