THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

https://www.dlshq.org/download2/brahmacharya.pdf

 

Touch that heavenly pool
Swallow saliva
Some people seem down
Or up
Some seem alpha
Or beta
I just meditate :]

Rest Day





People mess with me less when I wear a tank top and keep my head shaved. An angry looking face can help with that too but it's kind of a bother to keep looking angry all the time heh. So today's day 1/12 no video. 30m a day between nofap and my personal journal. I'm keeping going with the 20m shopping time a day 20m browsing internet time a day (can't be used for shopping only things like looking up yoga asanas/mudra/definitions of words and other things).

Yeah. I kind of went nuts last night if you read my post or my journal. But that's okay. It actually furthered my progress by helping me just say screw it and push harder to get things done. YEah.

If you are not humble life will humble you. -Mike Tyson

I feel like if you don't work your ass off to do something good life will beat you within an inch of your life. As life beats you down we can either rise up and find a way to overcome whatever challenge is in front of us. Or crumble and wuss out. Passively accept our negative circumstances, numb out and try to forget about them or even kill ourselves.

Thanks to my mom my training and years of therapy. I have developed a strong urge to just push to try and get better when the chips are down. To come out fighting when my back's against the wall. This is honestly kind of new for me. Maybe....three months ago I started doing this. When I feel like crap in any way. I just get up and 'strive ceaselessly to work out my own salvation' - Buddha.

This means reading and or watching things to help me figure out how to solve my problems. Whatever health ailment, etc. This is how I got into cold showers. Although I'm having to take a break from those and videos for a bit as I build up the heat in my body.

Teaching: Suffering can have good qualities. Wehn you suffer you suddenly have motivation to overcome that suffering and in doing so can improve yourself in many ways.