THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 6

 

Day 51
My mind is going super crazy. Heaps of strong urges. I am standing my ground, but have dabbled with edging. Which is playing with fire. Thanks to this accountability challenge, I am still on.

 

Day 6 - Low-Class Warrior

 

Day 46

You're here because you're a winner. Keep pushing!

 

Day 1
Screwed up hard yesterday
Had a lot stuff happen which led to an emotional imbalance

-Backed up in a parking lot and hit a concrete post damaging my back bumper which in all honesty was really dumb, Ive been driving for along time and consider myself a good driver, never had this happen before, so still kinda pissed from it
-As I was driving through the city saw 2 people from my past that I haven seen in like 2 years whom I no longer speak with(we left on bad terms) and it brought up a bunch of past negativity
-And worst of all because of the negativity and me not processing it properly I relapsed and lost a 2 week streak. Would've leveled up today to

Moral of the story is relapses always happen when were in an emotional mood. If we don't deal with whats afflicting us at that specific time it will just fester and that energy will want to be released somehow. As much as it sucks all we can do is learn from it and move on. I know its harder said than done, but the past is truly the past. The only time it should come up is to remind you of how far you've come, what you've overcome, and motivate you to push even harder. W e all carry negativity and even trauma in the past, but we truly have to overcome it and let it go. As the old saying goes "forgive but don't forget"

What I should've done differently is come home, do an insane workout to the point of fatigue and collapse, read, apply to more jobs, looked over the bumper damage(although it was raining here yesterday where I live) and put it all into self development. I'm going to learn from this entire experience and move forward with even more strength, new year new me. I will beat pmo in all its forms.

hopefully this exeperience can help someone else out there. Keep going and NEVER give up.

 

Checking in!

 

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DAY 2

 

Stand tall friend, you have a lot of good in you. Just take the time to acknowledge it.

 

Checking in Saiyans,

Day 351 free of MO and day 423 free of porn.

Weird week overall, I had started taking a small dose of magnesium glycinate which is meant to alleviate stress/anxiety and give you a boost of energy. I also realized that I do get a good amount of magnesium from my diet as is. So within 4-5 days, taking 100mg I started feeling spaced out and would get dizzy when I would lay my head down on the ground. It worked wonders for stress, but it made me dumb and dizzy. I would not recommend it. Still clearing it out of the system, been about 3 days since then.

I had gotten results from a blood test that made me impulsive. My b12 levels were quite low, so I began to address them. Adding magnesium was my mistake of the week.

I had a few strong urges as well, but navigated through them. I will have more to share soon my friends.

Stay strong!

 

Thanks for the share.

I use magnesium glycinate too. I take it for deep sleep and stress relief. But I got loose stool from it and sometimes I'm feeling a bit weird when I take it, can't really tell what I feel. Maybe dizzy like you say.
My chronotype is dolphin (bad sleepers) and always looking for solution for better sleep.

 

Day 7 - Low-Class Warrior

 

Day 3 Low class warrior

 

It does help with regards to sleep and stress relief, but the trade is too much. I think what you're trying to describe is spaced out. Dizzy only happens when I lay my head down and turn quickly (never happened before the magnesium) I think what's going on is because we take it, we're offsetting the balance of other electrolytes. So it makes us feel wonky. I'm hoping in 2-3 more days I'll be okay.

Learned something new, I didn't know about Chronotyes. I checked it out, I'm more likely on the lion chronotype.

Nothing revolutionary but I would try meditation before bed, just focusing on your breath.

Also, congrats on reaching super saiyan!

 

52 Days and struggling!

 

Day 7
Started first of January