Day 67 going strong Have some fantasizing About a girl had some precum But right on track Watching horror movie
I can't say if you will relate but tell me, have your fantasy turned from being fetishes/materialistic to now more intimate? Like they are not what happens in pornos but more like what you do with a partner, if i make sense.
Checking in. 100 days update post below. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...-and-what-i-have-learned.333909/#post-3375710 I think i need more time to figure out flatline phase, I will write about that more thoroughly when i am clear about it.
GongratulTions my friend 100 days just wow it has been quite a journey now you will feel a new freedom freedom even from the desire to be a nofap member and you can let the stain of being in recovery go now you can be normal and live your life in the best way possible if you want my advice whenever there is some curiousty to go check back on it or testing yourself or these kind of stuff Never comeback and remember the first days and the struggles of your journey bcz now it is very easy to be tempted to "normal use" or " iam free i can watch what i want " or "just a peek " it is all will lead you back to the circle so beware my friend and if you find yourself desiring a partner then go for it i wish you all the best .
Yeah i feel you man. There are thoughts that sometimes tempt me to check, but overtime i have build mental fortitude to just say no. I am still learning so lets see how we go from here. I do feel free.
Day 32, all's good. @Kratos_GOW Thanks for the post. It's very late here so I will read it tomorrow. Take your time figuring out this flatline because I believe it's a serious streak-killer. You asked another challenger if their fantasies shifted from p/fetish related to more intimate with a partner. That's exactly what's happening with me! Each time I am on a streak, I fantasize about romantic situations and relationships. That's rather interesting. I'm really curious now about other challengers' "pmo free streak" fantasies!
I know right! I m glad i m not the only one. These fantasies that i have encountered are not exactly tempting to fap or break streak, rather it is singing beautiful and unexplainable. Like i get some what fullfilling feeling if that makes sense.
Day 57 of current streak, day 38 of Spartan challenge. Currently busily redecorating house and that is taking all of my energy away. No time to FAP/PMO. Wednesday will see my streak hit 60 days and Tuesday my Spartan Challenge hit 40 days. Looking forward to this week! Some major milestones will be achieved. The longer I spend away from P the less I miss it. Keeping going. Starting to feel like a monk, but never mind, I want to get to 100 days streak whatever. Interested to see how I feel around 90-100 days.
Day 08 checking in. There were several strong attacks yesterday, but I didn't give in even for a second. Happy to be able to start this second week and motivated to continue advancing my streak.
