THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Caught myself edging hate to admit it. nothing happened I stopped realizing what I was doing was fucking stupid. Going to make a set of rules for myself so I’m not always with my phone.

 

Day 11
I keep reflecting and progressing. My life is constantly changing. That’s a very good thing.

 

54 Had a wet dream today, think I suffered from the chaser effect for a bit cause I spent a little browsing for P subs so I'm probably gonna go workout harder today

Ya, I don't wanna sound weird but I've been less fantasizing about fetishes or porn and more of things you would do only with someone you completely love and trust, small things like going out to town or having dinner together
Glad to see I'm not the only one shifting away from materialistic to more intimate thoughts but I still need to work on diverting all my energy somewhere

 

Day 3 completed.

 

Day 09 checking in.

The first week was about using my energy to keep me away from PMO, this second week goal is to take advantage of the extra time and energy I now have to start working on the new me, to start taking the necessary steps to reach my true potential.

 

Day 1 for me
Acted out recklessly because of terrible migraine. Need to get my act together!

 

Day 67 ☺️
Everything ok. Got last week the brown scapular and hopefully enough energy to finish this Challenge. ☺️

 

55 Had a wet dream again, got annoyed cause I think I'll hit a flatline real soon so gonna try and get as much things done as I can

 

Yea, sometimes I get the urge to do absolutely nothing and stare at my ceiling for hours, but it doesn't happen as often and usually doesnt last as long compared to when I started

 

Day 33 + Day 34. All's under control. I got some urges, but resisted successfully. I think working out at home and getting tired really helps.
@voltex I really worry about recurring flatlines. Could you share some more info please? Do they last like a week or less? Are they less powerful than the first flatline?
@Kratos_GOW Nice new profile pic! I read your post - it's enlightening and really motivational! Thanks for sharing your experience!

 

I remember reading this one thread a while back that basically said flatlines vary from person to person, but these are my experiences
Usually I can kinda feel when I flatlined but I can brush it off fine since I've gone through them a good amount of times but I try not to worry about when it will hit because for me, it tends to last only hours
Nothing to really worry about as long as you don't give in and PMO or even peek at anything

 

It's easier cause I knew what to expect, old me definitely would have given up

 

Day 4 completed.

 

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