THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 47

I almost forgot to check in.

 

Day 189!

@DRAGON_ , thank you! I changed your rank .

 

The energy is astonishing, i hardly have any urges to relapse either. I have changed a lot. This is the best thing I could have done in my life. Never give up my friend

 

Day 13

Where am I going to start. Well I have to say anger & depression is keeping me from PMO earlier. In the past, if I am angry enough, that is the driving motivation of me not to relapse. I have said that in my past posts. Depression was here as well. Any way, that is fine by me. I already did my work before starting here again from Day 0.

Earlier, I did come across in my email from a familiar message. I was unsure so I looked the message and there you go it was ecchi/hentai images. That was unintentionally and after that, I unsubscribed to that email. Brushed it off and moved on. If any of you come across P unintentionally, that is not a reset in my eye. That includes a wet dream as well. I am still going.

There is another P related website that I always get notification in my email so I know what that is on the name of the message. So when I receive it, I mark it as read once I see it. For some reason, there is no way to stop the notification of that. Even when I tried to unsubscribe. Any way, that is that.

I was looking across my Pinterest for photos of Dragon Ball and such. But I realize that was a bad idea as well. There isn't any P images there but there are traps there and triggering images over there. I exited and so I need to fix it over there because there are a lot of attractive images of women scattered across there as well. Not sure how I will do this.

Last of the few bags in my trash bin are already there. It was containing my adult items (I.g. P DVD/Blu-rays, used bra & panties, and photos). Along with that is there is another bag that has my lubricants that I will throw as well sooner or later. Somehow angry and a bit sad. A little more angry to be honest. On my way to my transformation.

One last thing, I guess I share this. If you have seen Thor: Love and Thunder then this is how I feel.
I will rephrase this from Gorr and say "All Porn will die".


Just for today gif. Angry like Vegeta. Depression accompanied with that turns into Super Saiyan. Ironic. That is how it felt earlier.
This my favorite Vegeta form of his. Except Ultra ego is his latest & best which I also like too.

Evolve & keep training Saiyans!

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

68 Days Free of PMO.

Two consecutive days of proper rest, I noticed yesterday the cashier at the grocery store was quite engaged with me. I had a pleasant short conversation with her and went on about my day.

I want to highlight something that lead me down the road of relapse after my first long streak. It will start with an emotional trigger, which will lead to testing the waters by thinking about typing the words, then just typing the words without hitting enter. After a few times of just typing it in, you might hit enter and then a few more times like this and bomb you're back to full PMO. When that initial thought crosses your mind, you must crush it with your why, this is where you must strike that thought with cognitive reevaluation. Write out what happens when you PMO, what you will give up and what you will "gain". If you have to record yourself, as a caution. The importance here is not to let yourself entertain the thought of "i'll just do this" because it is a slipper slope from there.

This lesson cost me a hefty price, but I learned from it. Please learn from my mistakes brothers.

"All men make mistakes, but a good man yields when he knows his course is wrong, and repairs the evil. The only crime is pride." -Sophocles

Keep training!

 

Day 48. My flight to return home has been cancelled, and there's a tropical hurricane flooding my home

 

Day 6 is done!

This is the way, my fellow saiyan

Somehow seeing this motivates me so much!

Stay strong my fellow saiyan. Do you have home insurance to cover the damages?

 

Thank you, brother

Thank you. My family lives with me there and my house doesn't get wrecked easily since it's made of solid cement.

 

Day 6 Checking in

 

I can relate to those steps towards relapse. I used to do something similar : search non explicit keywords that may or may not return erotic results. Another one of mine is watching girls in tight outfits on youtube, then non-nude hot stuff, then you know what.

 

Day 0
Yesterday night that was it. I didn't watch P. I just finished it after wet dream. Twice. No Oozaru at one shot, I'm disappointed, although I'm not that frustrated after I did what I did. Might be a good sign. Take care Fapstronauts, i will keep you updated.

 

Day 190!

 

Day 14

Milestone complete. Rank tomorrow.
Lack of sleep (3 hours of sleep) because my body wants to sleep less again.
Surprised that I am not super exhausted.

Gym after hopefully since I have been neglecting it and lying to myself. Only did cardio at home 3 - 4 times last week at home. No weights because I didn't hit the gym. I didn't mention this but I have a stationary bike for cardio if I don't hit the gym for that reason.
Why? Because since the C19 situation started everything was lock down.

Keep Training Saiyans!

 

Day 45 for me @Kingfisher

 

Ok, I just had strong urges just recently. Almost of thinking of relapsing.

Starting from trying to checking woman's profile. And thinking of trying to find another one I seen in the past but could not remember it. The current one I was trying to look for this other one by looking under the Tagged photos section on her profile. Then I saw a trap photo. P-subs photos & it took 10-20 mins looking at them. I was actually going to think about to PMO. But I survived & passed. We are not safe. See, my triggers are starting from looking at profiles then after image after image then using it as P-subs then eventually P. I survived that. Wow. But then again, I don't have my sex toys so the question is will I do with my hands finally?? Nope I didn't. I passed. Who knows maybe the traps or urges might come back. I will see if it will go further more. Funny how I am one more day away from my next rank and this has happened recently. I will see if it will go further more. Staying vigilant & strong. Fighting. I will fight it if it will escalate further. I am keeping this streak! Staying vigilant & strong. Stay fighting Saiyans!

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

69 Days Free of PMO.

Another night of good rest, seems yoga nidra is helping. Although, still too soon to tell. Today is a day of rest for me, the intent is meditation, reading/study and work. I have a busy day ahead for work, but I'm calm.


"Come what may, all bad fortune is to be conquered by endurance." -Virgil

Keep training!

@RedMink I'm happy to hear that brother, it takes time and we need to make sure we are making the days count throughout. Not just counting the days.

@hewm Yes, it is a slippery slope from there. Vigilance is key.

 

Day 49. Gonna be stuck in Florida at least until Thursday.

Congrats, dude. Super saiyan power all the way!

 

Day 4 check in