New year 2022: No more video games, no PMO, no wasting time. All my focus will be on work & prayer. God, grant me strength to do this. Amen.
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Guys: I need your prayers. I've fallen off the wagon very badly since April. Please pray for me...I feel so terrible right now.
Day 41: I think it's important to just pray and meditate more often, removing one self from stimulants so as to posses to a healthy mind.
Day 41: ...relapsing some day. Lots of impure thoughts muster about in my mind after playing games, too. So I'm done with video games, too.
Day 41: ...and then PMO. I used to play games with impure, evil filth in them, too...point is, I think video games might lead me to...
Day 41: I think video games are something I must permanently cut out of my life. Years ago, I would often play games for hours...
Day 40: I also wish there were some saunas near me, I heard there's benefits to saunas, esp. after a workout and on NoFap.
Day 40: I'm doing ok, impure thoughts keep occurring, yet they're diminishing. God willing, the thoughts will disappear the more I pray.
Day 36: I think being on NoFap makes me feel more confident in some situations, but it's hard to define how, why and if it's placebo or not.
Day 36: Plus, on day 32, I talked to a girl and made her laugh. I think she's cute. So next time I see her, if I do, I'll talk to her again.
Day 36: I've been struggling with impure thoughts a lot, it's annoying. Otherwise, I'm doing well. Yesterday was a good day, I'd say.
Day 32: Maybe my own expectations are too high, maybe I just need to get rejected more or something. I just wish I wasn't so self-critical.
Day 32: So much negative self-talk keeps going on in my head. I had a good day, now all this negative self-talk...when will it end?!
Day 31: I'm not feeling too good today. Much of life seem so pointless, the human race seems entirely doomed, things will only get worse.
Day 30: Thank You, Good Lord, for giving me the strength to make it to 30 days on NoFap! God is good!!! I will pray for you all.
Day 28: Today wasn't as difficult at all for defeating temptations. I'm feeling better than I was a few weeks ago for sure. God is good!
Day 27: Today is a tough day. Impure thoughts keep occurring, BUT I WILL NEVER GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION!!!
Remain chaste always. It's easier said than done, although it can certainly be done. With God, all things are possible.
Day 26: ...Otherwise, I'm doing alright, and I think that as I've been eating more meat, my T-levels definitely feel higher than normal!
Day 26: I've been experiencing many impure dreams these past few nights, where I relapse in the dream. More of a nightmare than a dream.
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