I will try my best to never let you down, For the next 90 days no one can make me do it again ,not even me , I will prefer death but not masturbation .
But Im doing it. I also studied more for school But if the urges arent around, then its the sadness and loneliness... Also I cant sleep at night, often wake up late and nightmares Oh sorry for this monster post xD
it is not easy to acept you have something you want to change, and this change will come with the time, today i felt really anxious and i felt myself with the feeling of touching myself. This time was different to the ones i tried to stop myself, i get angry for a moment because i really want to understand why is my body asking for this feeling since i ama child why? i even said- what is wrong with you .... i know it will be hard to stop this and that the first months willbe difficul, but i really want to do it.
Day 2 It was a pretty good day. The school had started, and after I had a real good jamming with my friends, so I hadn't even time to temptations. I just really need to learn controlling my thinking, because I had some thoughts, and I think that can lead to an act.
Day 0 on my 90 day journey. Today is a bad day because I relapse earlier this morning. I'm really doing some research and seeing more and more of how this is like a drug addiction. If anyone wants to be an AP please DM me.
Please sir would you suggest some more tricks and techniques to quit this, you did it for 64 days ,its such a big deal.
It's just amazing if you can quit for 31 days than you can quit for life . Good luck,I pray for your success
Day 12. If porn is dat good, why we want to quit? Think about it guys when u want to fap. When all the fap time pass, we feel empty, worthless and regret. Not anymore!!!