I am pretty close to relapsing, feel very much avoidant of everything today, alone and with opportunity. Have been messing around with psub which I know is stupid but I just can't bring myself to do the good things I know I need to do to bring myself out of it, guess that's why I'm posting here.
It's just flat lines. your brain rewiring itself don't worry, it's going to be difficult but after a certain time you won't have those thoughts.
Darn. Fell over to temptation yesterday night. Hard to get over this 3-week hump. Here's to another streak: Day 0/90
Day 0. Fresh start. Back to this website after a long time. Hope this time I don't fail like before..
That's a serious situation, i was there before, when i feel that discomfort i peek then i relapse because i peeked... That is a trap, be smarter and shutdown everything go for a walk, remind yourself why are you here. Stay strong buddy.
Completed Day 25. This journey clearly is best suited with a day at a time. I am barely feeling strong nowadays but I am still moving.
Day 4/90 And with that, I have also reached 100 hours of no PMO Has really been a long while ago since I last reached this achievement. I am feeling great!! Haven't had too many (strong) urges since I last relapsed. Hope I can stay in this flow. If you relapsed today or yesterday, don't give up ok!! Lets keep on fighting!!