Day 7. Something just hit in my soul and I truly believe that Im sick of this porn shit. I think im gonna last a long time and not relapse in under 14 days.
We l still leak and have those same problems. I also had a bad dream of old porn I used to watch. But day 1 is done. Despite me not really dreaming that much anymore, the really sexual dreams are coming to a halt. I've had really bad ones where I was edging, watching old porn/fetish videos, and even ones where my dick blew up. I think as long as you stay away from the illness of porn, I think you will be entirely fine. Looking back at times where I relapsed just moing vs actually watching porn, I think there's a huge difference in the number of chemicals released, . Porn gives a much bigger dopamine rush. Like whenever I just mo, I feel bad at first, but i can actually get over it and go on with my day and accomplish something. However, when I mo to porn, there is a really huge sense of shame and guilt for the rest of the day.
Finally got myself back on here. I look forward to all of us growing together and reaching new heights!
Hey all. Just want to say that I wish you all the best in this. Today is a new month, and every new month is a chance to make change. You are all very strong, and I'm confident that we can all win this battle. Fight on!
So I made it through the day with no urges. I will continue with posting daily Hope all is well with everyone!
almost done with day 8. i promise on my life, i got my first "you're cute" compliment from a girl that I was serving (im a waiter) at work. She was decent looking, I couldnt believe it.
Day 3 and am in the no PMO March challenge, it is refreshing to see people being accountable and support each other in this process of rewiring/ rebooting. I am glad to join in this and be of help however I can.
I know it feels really bad having to reset but you can gain from that and see it not as a failure but as a lesson towards avoiding your next relapse