Checking in: day 19 The first urge is here.. I feel like I miss my ex, but when I think about it it's more like I miss her body. I don't really miss her personality right now. I think I am emotionally attached to her body. My brain is coming up with all sorts of creative things to get someone with such a body near me. It's really depressing, because it feels like life is nothing without having such a lady around me. It makes me crave my ex, porn or some prostitute.. Wanting to meet girls is ok, but this is different. This, I think, is my addiction to fetishes coming to the surface. Meanwhile, everything else keeps feeling meaningless and I actually feel depressed and hopeless. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night around 3:30AM having such a headache, my skull felt literally like it was on fire. Could be some acute withdrawal symptom, since I am still in the first month of this streak. MAN, the thought to give in is so alluring... But I will not. Stay safe everyone! This addiction is VERY real
If I'm not mistaken, we don't get demoted here, right? However, I find myself, a battle-proven Lieutenant, suddenly doing slave labour again. That can't be right. I should stop that. I need to get back to my platoon as soon as possible.
Checking in. Feeling ill and home alone but all good. Had some sad feelings for a guy whom I've known for a while and who won't call but oh well I'm a Major now so it's time to move on from people around me who won't measure up and who don't actually care. Really getting into very deep friendships with other girls and women these days - so maybe I'm tuning more into the feminine energy and getting closer to my own pack of she-wolves? If yes, that's great
lt.monk u need to be more specific on days for promotion. sometimes people wrongly promote themselves. As far as i know 1 week means completing 7 days i.e on 8 th day you are promoted.
I relapsed. I fell into the temptation from instagram(I've uninstalled it). I don't know what to do I'm trying to lead a good christian life and not sin and save myself for marriage but I've been dealing with porn for the past 7 years and prone masturbation before that. I've had streaks of 87, 46, 30, 30 but it feels like I always succumb to my temptations. I'm 20 years old and I've been single my entire life. I know all there is to know about nofap for the most part, I know how great it is but I'm still not able to give up on pmo. I have an exam tomorrow and I've wasted one hour watching crap. What do I do?
@warrior_47 well we heard you and we feel you. What do you do? You decide and carry out your decision till the very end. Either you do or you don't, trying to do ain't any action at all. What will be your decision?