I have to reset my counter as well. Getting the feeling again that I did not listen to my needs first and foremost. Will start all over again but still not sure whether I should log off and spend some quality time with myself or not. It's not that I find nofap site distracting, I don't spend much time here these days. Maybe because there are more men than women here in general.. maybe this is distracting to me in some sense. Or maybe it is some bs in my head. Probably so. Tried to P, M and O, the first two check, the last one unsuccessful as many times before. This leads me to think I am so fucked up and that I will never recover from all this shit deep inside me. So maybe I will just reset my counter and stay away from any active duels here. I need to soothe myself first.
I really don't know you so I'm not pretending to have some easy answer to your problems since I don't know them what I want to tell you it's that you're totally wrong about it because I felt the same of you and feel it sometimes, I visited this site like for 1 year before signing up because I was feeling I was different, too much fucked up and weird to stay with people.. like I didn't deserve it and maybe I don't but I tried and guess what? I had a wonderful streak of 127 days that lead me to feel some real happiness after weirdness of previous year, but I lost then and badly, 20 days ago I binge and I won't enter in the details because I am ashamed, it was again like the start I wanted to delete the account because I tried and I failed, like always, like me.. a failure. But I didn't and I tried to regain, I lost the first two days and I tried again and now I am at 16 days and I feel quiet good, will I success? I don't know but it's worth trying. Said that, I repeat, this worked for me I am not selling the truth, I'm saying my truth and what is working for me.. so just don't think that because you're a wonderful person and you deserve the best life can give you, just remember that and try again, in this forum or out, with the duels or without, only in the women section because (ashamed of that) too many of us can be really pervs with women who share the problem, I don't know how, but keep trying and you'll figure out, for what it's worth I am by your side in this
Don’t give up, however shitty you may feel,it’s all a phase that you’ll have to go through in order to become stronger. I gave up on day 82, and I felt bad for 2 whole weeks, with 0 progress in life. After that, I knew if I wasted my time, then I’m wasting my life which I can’t get back again, whatever I do! Stop and think, it’s okay to feel wasted once in a while. You measure someone’s success by not the peaks they attain, but how they bounce back from a fall and rebound back to where they wanna go. It’s fine, take it easy on yourself, I hope you feel better, you’ve inspired me when I was desperate, now I guess it’s my time. Take care. Peace!
Lately I’ve been really bad too. Don’t beat yourself up, start with P and M and then work your way to O. It’s like me trying to quit junk food, porn, tv, drugs booze. I can’t do it all at the same time. A win is a win and congratulate yourself. Lately I’ve just been going down hill but if I don’t check in it will only get worse. I’m going to eat healthy except sundays and follow this like my life depends on it to keep a balanced mood. You will recover; I did with drugs n booze you can fight your hell too. Keep your head up, it’s bullshit in your head to distract you from your goals and everyday you complete with P and M is a win. We are are all here for you, it’s the nofap fam fam <3
Thanks for the support @Pedro.lives @cr7da8055. I meant I PM'ed and tried to O with the help of PM but I could not. Whatever. Since I am not in any active duel right now I guess I will leave this thread for at least some time. Maybe I'll do more self-reflection and focus on my therapy, still not sure. Anyway, stay strong guys!
Watched some tv show online on an illegal website, and there comes those nasty ads from those websites you never wanna visit. I’m having urges, i broke my last streak because of the exact same reason, but fuck you urges, I don’t care! Stronger and better than ever before. Come at me, I’ll smash you into pieces! Peace!
The same here bro... I was trying to find something in the net and then... I open a site with hot (sex) stories... I ve got urges for hours after that (and i just read some of them, i i didn't see anything). But after 105 days even this is enough to make me be on fire, like for hours! At the end of the day i handle it! Didn't touch myself, didn't start fantasize (that was even closer)... Keep u brother, we will win this war together! Everyone keep it strong!