Keep strong people. You got this! Stick together, we're taking these pmo vampires down! No going back to the pmo hell hole... Mr. T
Day 43 check in. In the hotel room looking at the front line of the battle. But tonight I will win. Off to arm myself with meditation and knowledge.
Urges came back yesterday. Frequent arousals, easily triggered. Lack of motivation. Hopefully today will be better.
I put one step ahead of the other and cautiously step out of my worker bonds and hope I can live up to my new duties and responsibilities of 2nd Lieutenant and inspire those around and under me. Into Day 8 now @MASTER MONK and feeling good. The enemy launched a sortie against my company the night before last and I nearly lost my way, but pulled myself back in time. Taking succour from the baby steps I am taking. Onwards we march!
@MASTER MONK Casper400 officially enlisted. Rank: Slave. I am inspired and motivated to take on this challenge. And push myself. On my own journey in 2017 I went 5 months of no Masturbation or Orgasm. Viewing of nude images of women is my weakness. It is my intention to cross 5 months of no Masturbation and Orgasm. And this time eliminate the viewing of nude images as per the guidelines to be in this Army. Having said that, I’d like to share what you can expect from me as a Christian and my intentions. I fully respect all of your reasons and faiths or lack thereof. This is to my mentor Speedfirst who is a Track Coach-Trainer and Preacher- Former Navy and 45.xx 400m runner: I wanted to share this with you. I know what you would do. "A True Warrior Never Backs Down." PMO has been an issue in my life that I light-heartedly make jokes about, but within that context usually seriousness. Obedience. I've never been able to do the no viewing of nudity before, not necessarily Pornography but just female body parts bared. In 2017 I would be the rank of Brigadier if you take that out of the equation. To just (Blank), M, O vs. PMO. I'm going to take this chance to join this challenge. Push myself. And sharpen and lead others. This is all of our fight. This being a small, but stronghold the Enemy has over men. I'm going to start wearing the armor and watching my back as I push myself to close this backdoor. I am honored to join men as courageous and virtuous to be in this Army and challenege.