That's really not a helpful observation which would help anyone quit porn or masturbation. If anything its potentially a trigger, referencing this girl in this way.
Ok, sounds good. I'll be on vacation for 2.5 weeks and I'll check in to see who I'm matched up with .
Day 15 check in @primordial-saiyan @ohayou615 everything is going smooth still now looking up to long streak this time
@primordial-saiyan yes its an addiction which we have to fight for the rest of our life .. but one you are a warrior than its not a big deal to defeat this pmo shit
Checking in for the day. Been quite busy this day. Quite unsatisfied with the fact that one of my tasks is undone(it's done by technicality, but meh).
Well this is a life time achievement... At one side I really proud to my self. But the other side I'm scare if I'm back to my old habit... So the point is... 30, 90 or 1000 is just a number. But my mindset is make nofap as a life style...
Check in my pal and co-figher @fg4795 Maybe I haven't time Saturday and Sunday so i make my weekly check in now. Day 260 today. The last week wasn't nice... Fortunately i ve found the problem... Much fantasizing... Guys don't do it. It isn't harmless. Is actually the same as "watching" porn. At least this was my feeling and my experience. I left it behind, i stop it and now im feeling already great! More than Great! I m back to the track leading to victory, leading to freedom! *Everything starts from the desire of the heart and then, if you accept in your heart this disease, going to the mind. Is easier to stop it at least in your mind. Think about it. Don't accept it so easy. If you don't block it neither in your mind then it penetrates your veins and water your whole body. Then you are sick!
Great insight my friend, too many people are just going through this journey forcing themselves to not PMO but doing nothing but fantasizing and drooling over girls on IG. This way you're achieving nothing because the real meaning is to improve ourselves, and if the addiction you kicked out of the door you let her enter from the window, theh why do it?. It's not like "if I don't broswe any P-site for 90 days then I am a good person and I can go back to my old life". It is about a lifestyle, and a healthy lifestyle of no PMO includes also to not indulge in fantasizing, I mean we're human, it could happen, like it happened to my friend, but you have to be ready to recognize the feeling and defeat it. Congrats in doing it my friend. I am good now btw, day 6 by now, first 3 days were a bit tougher because I got fever and since coronavirus really spread himself around here, I was a bit scared, but in 1 day and with a bit of paracetamol I was able to go back to almost normality(only a bit weak). So these days I am avoiding excessive physical pain and instead I focus on the studies at home
Checking in for the day. Still semi productive as I procrastinated a lot today, but at least I'm satisfied as my tasks are actually completed. Noticed how I autopiloted a lot of things, from how I walk, to how I take a cup. Not sure how to handle that.
Checking in for the day. Had a really triggering dream today, but thank fuck I was able to assert control when I woke up. Wasted my morning away, and afternoon wasn't particularly productive either. My plans actually look a little too loose now tbph, but I'll need to fix my procrastination problem first before I do anything about it.