[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Morning started with some good music. Its really great idea to start the day with some good musics. The entire day went happily. I did not feel any urge or erection today.

I really started thinking like will I get erection hereafter.

Experienced persons can please explain the changes happened.

 

Day 1/21 Relapse
Sometimes I wonder if not having any internet would be a good thing...

 

"Completed Day 19-20, & 21" - "Completed this Challenge" (total 82 days)

Alright, I completed this challenge, and I'll soon participate in the 30 day challenge.

It has been great to have been here with you guys along the way. I hope the best on all of your journeys.

And @2525, I'm available for the hall of games if you'd like to add me.

 

Day 8 completed

 

Day (1) out of (21)
Life is improving.

 

Day 17: done.
Day 18: In progress...

 

day 7/21

My update; In morning i was at school, then in the afternoons i was home the whole day watched a wildlife documentary(i have loved such since i was a child), and also watched several documentaries on aljezeera about congo and kenya(they are countries in africa). In the evenings i played soccer. And on thursday i was at church for adoration and mass.

When ever a p memory pops up in my head i also remind myself that i have been lied to( that my mind miss interprates this rubbish as an opportunity to spread my genes when in actual sense its not, its not the real stuff, and i silently tell myself i prefer the real stuff( a real woman and real sex and my mind switches away from any p memory). Am actively reeducating my mind and its effective so far.

 

Day 0 - Relapsed
I feel stupid for letting the addiction win once more, but I don't want to lose hope. I'll keep fighting...

 

I have faith in you, keep trying my friend.

 

... day 7 ...

 

Days 15 and 16 completed.
Getting more difficult, i havent relapsed but i do stay horny and with sexual thoughts through the day. Don't know how to turn them off.

 

Sunny ! Very energetic today ! Finished my work , now preparing for 8 miles run !

 

Day 9/21 is done. Went to my friends' wedding today. Many good looking women. Felt a bit sad that I could never get any of them but knowing my current state of addiction.... I guess I should leave them alone or I might just harm them.

Didn't even feel like touching my glass of wine. While I rejoice for my two friends who got hitched, I lament wasting all my youth. I would be happy if I started NoFap earlier. But I'm glad I started anyway.

 

I exercised today but haven't been super active since four o'clock so my urges might be getting stronger because of that. also feeling very anxious which I think is lowering my willpower.

2 days down, 19 to go.

 

Day 11 completed!

 

Starting Day 0, after relapsing after decent streak

 

Whooot Made it to this forum, & I know I'm using them differently however, not resetting this signature. Mindset is beyond positive & cannot wait for another week to pass.

Definitly helping to rewire the old thought patterns, good habits are starting to form.

Best of luck with the 21 days challenge Fapstronauts!

 

I know its like our minds were programmed not to be ours. Good for us that we noticed it and found this fantastic community. Need to spread the word to help others on the right path!

 

Day 15 complete!
Day 16 in progress!

 

Day 5.

Urges are actually getting less and less. Today I didn't even think once about PMO and I really hope it will stay like this at least a little longer.

But I also started thinking about life and all that stuff a lot, and I really mean a lot. And that is sometimes also pretty annoying because I can't stop thinking about it, but I think it's normal and these thoughts will go away after time...

All in all life is still pretty good right now. I don't have any big problems, I'm really productive and well, nofap is going pretty well too.

Whatever, bye guys.