68/90 - pretty smooth sailing for the most part. PMO hasn't occurred to me as an option for awhile now.
Hey guys, Sorry for not posting for a really long time. I had to deal with work and a funeral that is happening in a week. Sorry, I won't be posting for a while but i'm fine. I'm not like my old self where I had to jack off every time something bad happened. So.... Day 21 of 90. I'm so close to breaking my record, which will happen in two weeks time and I am determined more that ever to accomplish that goal. Until then, I will keep on fighting the long battle. 69 days remaining!!
4 days out. yesterday i made a terrible mistake and got drunk. then i came home, my wife gone to sleep and my willpower was so low that i start searching hot scenes in tv channels. luckly none appeared so i gone to sleep in disappointed. today of course brain fog hit me hard and here i am. a damn zombie. so this comes to point one thing. why the hell do we get drunk? what´s the point? i was very happy, energetic, fast and with a sharp clear mind. after some boze i was slow, acting like a retard, talking things that were completely stupid and shallow. so why why why? a beer or a glass of wine is perfecly enough, why the whole bottle must go? i guess social relations creates a lot of pressure on us, and it´s hard to refuse a drink from a friend. but yesterday with was clear to me, that is rather better to refuse an extra drink and disappoint someone than drink and drink, and act like a jackass. life is so pretty, all the colours, the shapes, the sounds, everything. life is gourgeous. i don´t want to spoil that anymore. i guess i´m done with being drunk, having a drink here and there no problem, but binging, no fuc**** way, not anymore. i feel much better and alive in the natural state. hope all the brothers are going well. keep focus
Never had a wet dream before and also erections are back really strong. I’m over thinking this I think. Cheers mate
65 days finished. Women want real men who are interested in them,who are attentive to their needs and I would add,damn good in bed.Thanks to nofap you can check all these when you get your streaks really going. Here's the proof and encouragement on this site by a beautiful woman, who applauds all non fappers. https://www.nofap.com/stories/pornography-and-relationships-non-porn-woman/
Good Morning my brother, I am so glad to have read your post and insights. I am also thankful you went to sleep dissapointed...Keep it up...all these experiences are nuggets of widom to aid our human experience and liberation. Thank you for sharing.
5/90 complete This weekend has been (beautiful?) chaos, and I'm looking forward to returning to normal life after minday. Thankfully no fapping accompanied all the goings on.
Dear brothers, 26/90....I have been feeling a little restless. But I am not falling apart. I binged on Netflix and finished the haunting of hill house. Perhaps that is the reason I was feeling restless, I do not like scary movies, but what a remarkable serie. Im excited that im passing the 30% mark of the goal...
