Hey guys, I'm not quite ready to leave this thread yet. Gonna stretch this to 100 till I figure out my next move.
Day 16 Full of anger right now because nothing works like I would, also my mind says "Why dont you let your anger out in PMO?"...
5/90 I had a wet dream tonight. It was awful because even in this dream I watched P. I hope this kind of things will dissappear. But it was a good day at all. I slept a lot because I hadn't slept enough the whole week, and I was phisicaly tired.
32/90. Long day today, some issues with urges. They came after long time. But I dealt with it! Wish you great time!
Day 34 - no temptations and feeling good emotionally - still having a tough time sleeping – awake from 4-7am sleeping in until 10am all week - I am assuming the sleep problems are caused by my brain re-adjusting to not faping with less dopamine binges from hours of viewing and edging – faping/edging also caused sleep issues for me when I was still doing it 34 days ago so nothing new but it sucks! - I am hoping that after the 90 day reboot my brain and circadian rhythm will be balanced again
Same me...Same journey...same urges...same thought... Same no self control...same failure...looks like no excitement has been left now...time to again start counting my days...day 0/90
5/90...day off and spending it being helpful and getting out of self...so far so good, good luck everyone!!!
24 done. Interesting I've had 2-3 bouts of 'blue-balls' but have managed to get through it! it does go away after a few hours. Ready to knock over the rest of the week, and get to 4 weeks. Keep focused team.