THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

Checking in

 

It may be. I got nothing to wear. Literally. Like I should not wear a thing. Though we all know they are women and women. I ain't saying shit. But in general. Today I picked up Distribution of Pornography( What international law is doing to stop it) in honour of every single one of us. Do not get excited cause I do not think I will put a lot of effort in it

 

Experience. I was riding my jeep and on a walkway there were some guys I tried to confront just for fun and then when some girls were passing jammed some commerce that was going like '' there is no one that love me like you do'' and making the jeep roar. She was giggling like crazy at my stupid ass.

 

@Saiyan123 I lost my battle. Relapsed this morning. Not feeling that bad about it but still not good I know. I am ready to try even harder this time! And to all of my brothers out there , keep in mind that you have to stand up in the morning after your phone rings! If you lie down to long and start going on YouTube and wasting your time, the urge to fap will be much stronger because you have nothing to do.

 

@JLID10 Sorry, I fucked up, twice in a row. I failed to deal with my stress and it bit me in the ass.

 

Yeah, I've been good busy and bad busy. Back on track and climbing the mountain, with a little more resolve this time.

 

Check in, How ya doing peeps?

 

True, so VERY true!

 

Oh yeah, almost forgot AGAIN. Day 5 check-in.

I'm offline till Monday. Staff safe folks & stay sober (no PMO)!

 

Itachi, I have been enormously horny. Doing academics and sports. I actually never stop being horny. It is crazy.

 

Checking in day 10
Check out 10 day journel . Hope it helps.

 

@Saiyan123 my brother and everyone in here mates!!! 71 days and going on!!! Urges come and leaving...the other day i go to buy some clothes... Everywhere the place has photos with people wearing underwears and have sexy "naked" bodies... After this i see stuff in net p-subs... Thank God stoped there!
And the last two days when i have a temptation, see videos with sucess stories... I have to admit, very helpful! So right now i m feeling strong and i m sure that i hate porn! Don't wanna come back neither in 100 or 1000 days from now... I keep fighting although with masturbation!!! This is something o don't know, how long i can stand! I say to myself i ll reach at least 101 days! We will see! I m asking your prayers, your good thoughts, your vibes, your smile, your support! Thnx brothers!
P S @BeastBoyBalling my friend... I was there! Its difficult, its crazy... But also like u said.... Seems everything is still working and working good! ;-)

 

If you want to know who you are, you have to look at your real self and acknowledge what you see. He who forgives and acknowledges himself... that is what it truly means to be strong! - Itachi

 

Well said , Kage Bunshin!

 

With all these testosterone, vitality or whatever... I cannot shleeeeeeep .

 

Check in.

 

check in day 5 today has been a tough one the urges almost make me watch P but I controlled it, before when I had a long streak I thought that I could watch porn and control my mind and not masturbate but It is imposible to do, everytime I ending faping and messing my streak I almost reached one month in one of those streaks but I failed and it hitted my really hard for thinking how weak and lack of willpower I have and I stopped trying to overcome this addiction , that's why I was offline for a long period

 

Day 86:
Feels good... I have been sticking to my routines and it helps me a lot....
So i experienced no urges....
That feels great...
But it is the fasting month for me.... I am fasting for more than 12 hours everyday....
And i guess that is what makes it easy....
I haven't seen weird dreams lately but i have seen dream in which i could symbolize glad tidings from god.... And that feels amazing.... I pray for forgiveness every single day... And i hope that God helps me in my struggle to quit MO and become a better person

Best of luck all my fellow duals .
Just hang in there....
You people are stronger than you think.. And you have the power to fight the demon inside you..
Just don't give up .....
Keep fighting
it is worth it

 

Classy ! Nailed it, brother !

Been there, done it, not going down that road anymore.

Good to know that. I will pray for you to make it this time though brother.

Doing so well now. A lot of changes in my behavior and my day to day activities. I am doing a lot of productive things now, and I feel like I am going back to those days when I was a very responsible kid, and a hard working one too ! What about you brother ? How ya doing ?

I was there a week ago. Your message made me change my perspective on this. I should thank you brother, but, I won't do that now. I would rather do it after those 10 days !

I will do that later though brother, because I am going out to buy some stuff. Sure will check that out.

All of our prayers, our good thoughts, and our support are with you brother. Don't worry at all brother. Keep smiling !!

Try the US Navy's sleeping technique if you want.

Happened to me too. Not going through that again ! Stay alert brother. Don't give in to this now !

Inspiring !! Thank you sister. Will keep fighting, and feel like I've got some fire burning inside me, after reading this !

Exactly ! How you doing brother ? Hope you're exams are going good ? Keep learning, fighting, and fasting ! I will pray for you brother !