Check in day 7 man today has been a pretty hard day first week without PMO in a long time I don't feel very good I barely can control the urges and my mind is a mess, my thoughts are foggy, I'm trying to settle down my mind, hopefully I will
Somebody help me out here!!! The frequency of nocturnal emissions /wet dreams has become alarming high. Sometimes i faintly remember it to be some kind of erotic dream,but sometimes it's just emissions. Here's the track of my emissions and WTH is happening?? 1st on Day 10 2nd on Day 14 3rd on Day 30 4th on Day 50 5th on Day 57 6th on Day 58 7th on Day 60 8th on Day 62 (current day)
I don't WD when I sleep I read ayat ul kursi, last 2 ayat of surah baqarah and separate to that read 3 quls (surah ikhlas, falaq and nas) in my cupped hands and like make spit noise into hand 3x blowing (but obviously don't actually spit) then wipe over face, hands, body 3x and then sleep and you shouldn't WD I don't think.
You are pushing yourself and your mind is playing tricks on you. I have understand that my ex was seen waiting for her male cousin a year ago. As far as I know she got no male cousin. As far as I know, I am praying to God not to collide us again, cause I may murder her.
Hey @Trolimp2xm , can you keep it up? Am i being too fast for you? I can slow down a little bit if you want. Don't let your guard down. I can do this all day.
Sadly, I relapsed on Friday night and binged a bit on Saturday. The reason for that is my emotional burnout I guess - all problems just piled up on Friday, daughter's struggles at school and my ex not giving a damn about it, financial probs etc. I don't like this state of apathy which is approaching me. I have made a personal goal for myself to have 10 days clean and then move on from that. @BeastBoyBalling I'm sorry for leaving you alone in our duel - I need to collect myself together now - good luck.
We all know what a kind of warrioress you're. So, start once more, and kick this off this time though sister.
This is so awesome! Always remember that this is progress! It is so great that you are able to see the progress you've made. Some of us can't just stop completely all at once. Some of us get better one change at a time.
I relapsed, but, a lot of things changed this time around. I still am going to change even more stuff. Anyways, not worrying too much because, I completed 5 days. Now going for the 10 days streak. Brother @Saiyan123 , don't let my failure hinder your growth. Keep going brother, I will get right back at it. I am planning on going offline for some 2-3 days, but, whenever possible, I will try to check-in. Stay alert guys, and keep doing well. Brother, Beast, I will talk, after completing that 10 day streak, I promised you !
Good luck my friend! Stay strong & stay out of trouble. Think of this next time you think you want PMO.....