Back to day 0. Was sitting on my couch in front of my t.v. that is my computer in the midst of temptations. I guess after a 12 hour of shift of work I need to stay away. Or 8 or 10 mind you. I guess I am not really willing to change. It is what I have done for decades. Come home and sit on the couch after work. I did not binge for hours Which is good. Hardly felt anything when acting out. Had a really stressful week. Someone I was really close to passed away on Saturday. I was the last person to see her alive. Been working 12 hour shifts. I am not too let down about the fall. I know I am healing and getting better and will get there. I just cant seam to learn to not sit in front of my t.v. when I am being tempted. Once I sit down I am done. Especially after 12 hours of work. Need to make a habit of going to the park after work.
Day 39/90 checking in. It's morning. Now when I was in half sleep ..I had dream or thought of I was watching porn and masterbating. ...WTF!. I feel like I may lose this streak. I need to be careful. Cheers guys.
Day 7 All that goes around the harmlessness of manstubation is rubbish .. we are harming ourselves by all this .. Lets end it , all together . One day at a time , one urge at a time . All the best guys
Well I masterbated today So I’m starting a double counter I guess one for porn one for masterbating , I’m just glad I didn’t watch porn 59 days no p 0 days no m
Day 0 on a reboot. Previous best was 62 days. coming of three 7-10 day attempts to do it again without the community. That was a mistake. I plan on posting here everyday until I make it.
Start Date: Jan 25, 2019 Day 128/131 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102) Day 29/90 consecutive no PM Day 131 no alcohol or caffeine Day 99 weight training - feeling temptations this morning but went away when I got out of bed and got my day started - peace brothers
I'm on 4 days. My last previous streak is 104 days, I started stopping my streak because of a prostitute. Now, I'm feeling good. Be positive things and doing again. Keep it up.