[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 9

 

Trying to be happy. Trying to get engaged. Want to live a better life. Day 0/90

 

Day 69/90

 

Full busy day. Super late now, so going to be brief. 2 days done.

 

Day 1 complete

And a hopeful first step towards freedom!

 

Well gang I made it to day 9 if 90 but today I relapsed on pmo. I know where I went wrong. Now it's time to buckle down down. "What doesn't kill you makes you strong" so here day 0 of 90

 

2 days PMO
0 days no pop
4 days no alcohol. 1 14 day streak.
43 days no social media.
Prayed 2 decades of my Rosary yesterday.

These blockers are working great. They are not impossible to get around but difficult. Still have not talked to my friend about taking my computer off my hands. I'll be back in a minute... ... ... ... Done and done.

I have been listening to music rather than staring at my phone screen with these blocks. I have been writing music. Got a couple lines done on a piece I have been working on. Hopefully this leads to reading books too. Maybe exercising. These screens will be the death of me unless I change. Maybe I will keep putting these blocks in every day forever. I seam to be more productive.

Found this song today from a band I used to listen to. So good!! Arrete means stopped in French. How appropriate. It is time to stop the madness of porn and internet addiction. I would like to think that this is a sign that I have now stopped.

 

Day 3 /90

 

Had a little relapse over the weekend. A disappointment for sure, but I'm proud that I made 48 days without PMO. Time to dust myself off and get back on that horse, so to speak.
Day 1 check in

 

Day 1/90 Yo.

 

Day 0 ,relapsed again but not quitting

 

Down but not out. Keep up that positive attitude.

 

11/90.Keep going.
But my lower abdomen slightly hurt.

 

You are going and growing in the right direction. Keep at it man.

 

Day3

 

Cheers! Thank you mate. I will! Thank you for the encouragement.

 

I love that Mohammed Ali quote. Keep up the good work brother, you are an inspiration.

 

45/90...Halfway and feeling grateful .

 

24/90
Today I caught myself having an urge while taking a bath. I was like you have the worst timing ever. Long story short, 30 seconds of cold water and bye bye the urge.
Have a good one gang

 

Day 9/90 checking in