Hey guys was really busy last week so couldn't post. Anyway I'm at 52 days. Had some pretty intense urges the other night, started fantasizing a bit and then shut that down as soon as I realized what I was really doing. Ok, on to the next day.
50/90 In other forum I read about P. I read a lot about young men with similar problems as me (death grip, PIED). Some people are aware of this and talk openly about their problems, just like we all do here. Others refuse to acknowledge and insist on PMO. After all the personal stories I read, I made even more firm decisions to really quit PM. Watching P is the same as taking drugs. What hurts me the most is that these young men have the same story as me: A really beautiful woman in front of me, and I was not able to S with her. I feel the positive effects of NoFap and I can't wait for the test with a girl.
I am starting again after 21 days of NoFap. That was my first try. Second try: let' s do this!! Day 0/90
16 days my brothers i hope everybody is doing allright. here´s a great video that shows that dwelling in "pleasures" can lead to a full blown relapse in porn. and makes perfect sense, everytime i loose the grip in alcohol or sweets i feel a lot more tendency to pmo. very interesting perspective here brothers. take a look
Current Challenge 5/90 (ends Mar 12) 293/326 Good Days (ave. relapse every 10 days, a huge improvement) Day 106 weight training (M, W, F) Day 42 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar Longest streaks 67 then 51 (4 years later) - still here fighting urges but loving this nofap lifestyle better than a life of addiction - excited to see my kids who arrive home from University tomorrow for Christmas holidays. - life is good ... Even with this struggle to fight, brothers, so keep going strong