Day 7-8-9-10-11-12-13-14-15-16-(17)/90 completed (GOAL DAY) No urges whatsoever Alhamdulillah, because of Allah’s help. I sold my iphone and started using a dumbphone. Emotionally mostly stable, i was very busy buying new books and filling my book shelf with new books to read, since i sold my smartphone i should have some time to read them inshallah. Whats special about this day i amied to reach this mark (17) days become last time i had what they called willpower, i failed on this day, overcoming it especially after having a very weird wet dream about porn todays morning its is a good solid step towards freedom, Allah is helping alot take care of my self, alhamdullilah for my 17 days
hello there .. day 1 is completed .. i watched 3 movies back to back last night .. i know i should be away from movies but last night i was not in the mood of relapse .. i was calm last night .. but today i'm not gonna watch any movies nor tomorrow .. i had enough entertainment and now i want to live in my life not in movies .. it's 2:30 pm and i'm gonna study now .. byee for now
Day 59/90! Almost 60 days! There is something I like to share. I started to feel more comfortable when I talk to anyone. I used to feel awkward sometimes especially when I make eye contact. That became more natural for me. I sometimes do weird faces with eye contact too (idk if it's a good thing). For short, I think im getting better with my social interactions.
Day 0 Happy that I started. This is where I am but this is not I am. I am meant for greatness. I am not created to die in regrets. I am more than these . And sooner will reach my true potential.
