Day 18 Since I’m living alone now I feel kinda lonely which makes it more challenging to not fall back to old habits. That’s why I started doing more workouts now and meeting friends.
Day 68/90. Man, after a great day. Rough day. Just thinking lustfully in the evening. Just thoughts of wanting to cuddle with one of my female friends... Blargh. I think it relates to lack of sleep and anxiety. I start to want to cover my anxiety/tiredness over with the wrong thing. Lust. But didn't act out, praise God. One more day. Called a couple recovery buddies to let them know I was having these thoughts this morning and I'm doing a bit better.