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Day 396 free of MO and day 5 free of porn.


Today was a difficult day, very bizarre in fact. I woke up from a nightmare and felt the fear of "impending doom" as if something very bad was going to happen. It passed after 10-15 mins. I took a magnesium supplement this morning just to replenish a bit from the stress and tension that I have been feeling lately.

I had a deep moment of darkness yesterday as well, the weather took a turn for the worst again and no sun in sight. I believe this is having quite the effect on me.

At work today I was dealing with some brain fog and tension, it made the day very difficult. I hope for this moment to pass quickly, so I can regain a sense of wellbeing. As with anything else, I will have to be patient.


Stay strong!

@zars congrats on the 90!

@Kingfisher almost there too friend!

 

Of course, is a big step. Keep going

 

Day 35

Yesterday I allowed images from the past to stay in my mind producing strong urges. I am still here but fighting with this leaves me exhausted, and I have been less productive at work. On the other hand, I don't feel this mental fog, I can think clearly and be creative. Think are beginning to work.

Train hard...

 

Day 120
After such a long time training I've been gaining more and more muscle girls have started to notice me more often I don't know why but I don't like that they will try to talk to me but I just can't bother to have a conversation with them they all seem so similar I try to have a conversation with any of them but it quickly gets boring for me and my mind only thinks about training and exercising speaking of which I'm gonna go do.

See You Tomorrow Z Warriors!!!

 

Day 90!

 

Week 3

Really weird dream with porn involved. I don't want that to happen but the mind does it anyways. It's crazy how the mind works. Anyways 2022 is my best year so far! Let's go Saiyans, I want everyone see reaching Level 9000

 

Lol.. you're welcome

 

Congrats, brother!

 

Day 13.

I woke up at 6:20 am, I went out for a run, and then I did chest/triceps workout by doing calisthenics. It was tiring, but it was fucking worth it, man!

My fitness goal is to lose up to 60 lbs.

 

Day 36

Once more time I am reporting early because I need to write.

I woke up with a persistent and increasing urge that didn't go away yesterday. It was just a craving for masturbation, not just an urge but a strong desire. Well... Cold Shower... It is incredible how you can feel relief after it, more or less in the same way as if you would relapse.

I felt right for some hours, but eventually, the thing returned. I was arguing in my mind as I needed it, really I needed it. Then at some point, I thought. "Ok, you relapse and fulfill your desire... For how long?" The urge lowered a lot after that. I don't want to be a slave; acting now guarantees that I'll feel the same and guilty days after.

At this point of the streak, I am confronting one of the problems related to this addiction. What produces urges in me. Because it is a little difference between that and a trigger. Due to porn addiction, I have been developing cravings for "things" that are not morally acceptable or even are not legal. Even though I have been 36 days without PMO and over 60 days without porn, I discovered that this is not enough and I need to work on this. I began yesterday to continue repeating myself, "this is not right" when such images, remember or cravings appear. It is helping. Hoping when I reach 90 days I will be in better shape about this.

I feel better after writing it. First time btw.


On the other hand, since day 15 more or less I am sleeping a lot better and I fall asleep early.

Train hard...

 

Day 26

 

There's a saying. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel. A life where urges are not so frequent and easy to handle, achieved Self-mastery.

 

Very true

 

I tried to meditate for 5 minutes. It seems to calm down my chaotic mind.

 

check in on day 92 , 8 days to get to the next Saiyan lv

 

Day 52

Almost there man. You can do it!

 

It will get easier, be patient.

Almost super Saiyan, keep moving forward

 

4 Days woohoo!