[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 4

I went to a local club for people who have battled mental illness that I used to go to. I thought it'd be a good entry point to socializing a bit. Definitely felt a certain amount of social anxiety, but it wasn't that bad. A good start.

I ended up falling asleep during the day though, which I want to avoid in the future. I hope it doesn't throw off my ability to sleep tonight too much.

 

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day 8

 

Day 2

 

Day 11

 

Day 86 of my 90 day challenge

 

My new challenge date is 11-22-22

 

I’m in. Day 0. Just had a 41 days streak. 8 days before that. Unheard of for me. Usually can’t go more than a day or two. I got this.

 

Day 3 went well. Day 4 ...

 

4/90. Posting daily on this forum and talking about my difficulties with sex more openly are really helping. Across my previous streaks, I was usually isolated in addressing this problem, and I've never spoken publicly about my addiction to sex each consecutive day in recovery. This time, it feels much more real. While previously I would feel repressed or have strong urges throughout, I actually haven't felt compelled to masturbate or seek sex other than when my hormones are naturally high around waking up.

 

Day 3

 

42/90 Wasn’t a good day, but held on.

 

Day 0

 

Day 0 of 90. My goal in this streak is to live in the moment. A big down fall of mine, when it comes too these dopamine detox's, im constantly anticipating the end. And where i will be if i could get it done. It helps for a little but then i get frustrated with the process. Things happen, i might of not been expecting or i just feel like I'm just getting worse with everything. One streak i did a few years ago, i lived in the moment, and i felt the chemical imbalance repairing itself. I think because i was not anticipating, saying ill be happy when its over.. but i was trying to be happy everyday. So thats the goal. Good luck everyone.

 

Day 5

Slept in today. My rhythm definitely got thrown off since yesterday. The main thing is that I am still clean from PMO and I will keep pushing forward.

 

Day 9

 

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Hey guys
This is my day 5. I am new to this forum.
Reading the comments and motivated af.
Lets get to day 90!

 

Day 87 of my 90 day challenge. On the home stretch now and the temptations have lessened recently. Keep on going everyone

 

Day 4