Thank you for this reminder. I reset today.. I just couldn't stand going through the suffering again. but now it's clear why it's necessary..
I'm really glad to hear that @Interface & that you don't seem to be struggling atm AKA in a good mood. Looking forward to the meme! Keep the momentum going. --- I can really relate to this.. music/dancing = life. --- Btw @The man with the plan, good effort on 83 days now.. SOLID!! --- Check in - Day 10 Nice, I've entered the double digits.
Day numero Feeling a sense of optimism today, not sure if it’s a burst of energy but I’m welcoming it! the dancing definitely helps @Red_John @Congruence What’s one song that always makes you all shake a leg? Mine atm: Lady by Modjo Sending y’all positive energy
7th relapse in this month Just like previous two months I matched the same level So ridiculous this is Zero improvement I know what to do But those reasons which push me to do are useless these days Life is moving I am stumbling Just wanna break from everything it seems
Here we go, the start of day 21 for me. For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever. 1st John 2:15-17
My slacking off on nofap ends today. I've been practising zazen meditation for 3 days now. I've managed to sit and suffer for 10 minutes twice and today for 15 minutes. My brain was running wild. Some joints were craving for a change of posture. My brain wanted to check how much time was left. Thought were flooding my brain. Maybe it's the way to deal with urges. If I can sit for 15 minutes, I can beat an urge as well.
Jeeeze, I'm really mad at myself. I'm probably approaching 40 days porn free, yet all the porn fantasies and memories still live rent-free in my head and get me at my weakest moments, leading to porn fantasized M sessions where I feel I need to reset, yet again. I'm questioning if I should keep 2 separate day tallys (one for porn or pornlike things, the other just for masturbation)but it feels more honest to keep just one tally as porn fantasizing even without the actual visual representation still feels like I'm not allowing the neural pathways to properly heal and repair themselves. Thoughts? Anyway today is a new day 0, trying not to kick myself
Im the same as @BookNerd42 FFS!! I was feeling so confident in my 9 day streak so far, and idk what got the better of me but Instagram somehow led me to a girl’s only fans and I spent quite some time just watching… To be true to myself I feel like I need to reset. Sorry that I let y’all down too, I’ve been trying my best to keep at it, using y’all as motivation I think I’m going to more strictly implement a no porn rule by using a DNS which blocks porn Here’s one I’ve found if anyone else wants to use it too: 185.228.168.10 This ain’t the end of me… I’m determined to join the ranks of those who are in the double and triple (@Ūruz ) digits. Failure is only life telling you try again… and that I must…
Its like our confidence lowered our defensive mindsets! Something to look out for in the future! I'm sure you're too feeling pretty down today, but I keep telling myself that tomorrow is a new day