Day 8 Competed! I heard something my parents were talking about me and it was not so good, I was not feeling good but any how I hold my self but the problem was that I was not able to continue my project and I really lack time as the deadline is coming ahead. I had break a rule of not eating junk food and I really feel sad about it. I was thinking to make a punishment system for every time I break a rule of mine like taking hundred squads or 25 pushups ever time I break a rule, because one time u do it then it tempts to have it once more. lets see how far I can go...
Every post gives so many answers and helps me to keep going as watching you keeps going. I wish u had a good day man.
Day 3. II. I am in the anxious-depressed zone. Did many tasks today, but feeling that it's not enough. I won't make a big deal out of this now. Let's just go to sleep. Spoiler: Journey stuff Next reward - denim jacket on July 3rd. Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 3. No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.). Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day.
Day 17 A relaxed day, but urges still surfaced. I didn’t face a huge challenge in quelling them, but I hope this strength continues throughout my reboot. I have to be done with this. I can’t continue to bring PMO into my relationship, it has no place within it, and therefore it must be overcome.
I wouldn't encourage a punishment strategy! Maybe it works for you though..! Don't forget to love yourself though. And be merciful with yourself, you're human.
20 days Low urges yesterday. Something that I noticed is if I don´t do exercise, my mood is really bad, maybe we need that extra dopamine to have in our bodies to replace the one that we usually gets from PMO, so trying to ALWAY work out. Worked out and took a cold shower today Keep strong my brothers.
Hello Fellowship, Points of reflection today. Freedom & Change take time (6-24 months) Be careful that this quest does not become just another part of the cult of self rather than regaining the dignity inherent in all children of God, our rightful inheritance Help others by speaking out against porn
Day 4. Still in the anxious-depressed zone. Not much I can do. These days just happen. Woke up earlier than alarm clocks. It's ok. Wanted to stay in bed, but my hrum standed and I wanted to fantasize something, so I got up because erotic fantasies are the last thing I need now, if I want jean jacket on July 3rd. Already did some work-related stuff today, but I have to do more. I don't want to. But it will be good to get that stuff off my head. Spoiler: Journey stuff Next reward - denim jacket on July 3rd. Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 4. No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.). Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day.
Day 10 completed The conversation of my parents is still in my head, ever time I go near by them I feel bad about it and I feel like I have lost something. I feel alone sometimes dont know how to keep going in my project eventually I sat to work on it but after sometime I get up and do something unproductive. I love doing my stuff but dont know why I keep getting distracted form it. Well I have to stay stick to the plan, may be it get better after sometime...lets see.