hello guys. successfully relapsed. one more time. Today. did I not do it at night. I did and yesterday evening yes. In the morning yes in the shower yes. total 5 times. I did take 2 vitamin tablets. So, it will heal me a little, but it will not fix everything. I will recover. Should I regret it. No why? because I am used to with this now. Even if fell down. I have lift up that felling point in last 6-8 years a lot. So, I can be good even better than others, no matter what people say. What's my plan now? I just have to get ready and go for the interview right now. I will write remaining part later..
[2/3] Hello guys here I am posting my count. It might be 3/3 but am counting it as 2/3 why? Am not really sure of it. Coz I wasnt paying much attention to it. Just few minutes before i was struggling. Struggling to not do fap. I did touched a little but am grad I didn't go far. Somehow, i managed to stop myself. And that's whole new motivation coz, it makes me feel like am much more in control. I have always been. I am choosing hundreds of other things to think about. #motivatedIAm