Day 9 I have no expectations from today. I have been playing this online game and I'd encourage me to continue. I did feel crappy after almost 5 hours of it, but that's irrelevant. I just need to find ways to kill time and proceed in my healing. Reminder/Affirmation: I'm not in any position to deal with anything, any stress in life.
Right, this placed used to be quite solid in terms of peer support and accountability. Most of them stopped checkin in for some reason. Probably they stopped seeing value? As the no of mwmbers diminished and so on. I'm pretty sure most of them are still doing quite well though. I personally still find this place quite useful though. Rest of the challenges tend to become tedious and mundane, just counting days isn't enough. You need a space to vent once iba while, or every day if you need to.
Day 35, trod on! 35 days Moria, the greatest Dwarven Kingdom, is before you. With a beard and a axe, you´re a Dwarf now. VICTORY!
Day 4. I know that one of my biggest flaws is the phone and the ring will be difficult to destroy with it. St. Clare of Assisi, pray for us!
Day 180. I remember when I started, 6 months back. And now I have come a long way. A very long way. And that's the LOTR challenge officially completed! 180 days After a long strenuous climbing, the entrance to the Cracks of Doom appears. With fierce determination you enter the Chambers of Fire. Reaching the edge of the platform, Andúril shines in your hand and the Fellowship empowers your heart. Watching the burning lava you think about home and how far you´ve gone. You cast the PMO ring into the fire, you destroyed the ring!!! Congratulations!!! By the grace of the Valar your total Maiar strength is revealed. You are the Supreme Guardian of Middle Earth, a White Wizard.
Day 10 I have this nasty brain fog that isn't going to be cured any time soon. I had like more than 150 pmo sessions to hardcor pornography in mere 2 months. June-July. I have so many more detoxes and abstinence to do until my brain finally achieves that homeostasis. All I'm looking for this time is a 21 day sobriety, if i achieve that i will have considered all my goals achieved in terms of this streak. It will be difficult. Affirmation/reminder: I'm not ready for anything, any kind of stress in life at the moment.
Day 9 done yesterday. I was busy so I’m making the post this morning. Hope you are all doing well Fellowship, keep up your streaks.
Ok, so for now, just stay on the open, safe places. Don´t face fears or difficult situations if do not have the minimum set to in your current situation. For now, just play it safe, relax and have fun
Yeah, it´s both to create a discussion and to make brothers reflect. For the reboot is both about becoming a Man and overcoming a vice.
