jferdig73

Why does sexual stuff, past experiences whatever have to be my first thought of the day. How do I stop being an addict w/out killing myself

good morning all

Interesting how a picture can hold so many different meanings for people. William Cheselden's osteography is where that picture was first used, although I'm sure you're not using it to express an interest in human anatomy. Anyway, good luck in your journey ^^

glad this day is over, tomorrow has to be better

I fucking hate this life, why can't get in a fatal car crash or be a victim of some random act of violence that takes my life

alone on Christmas Eve, feeling bad and so tempted to "cope". Why shouldnt I no one gives to shits about a loser like me anyway

off work early now time for my therapy session. YAY ME. On a good note I have almost 55 hours FAP free.

ok, got to spend some time with cutest 6 yr old boy in my world tonight. I love being his dad, he always reminds why I want to be better.

a 12.5 hour work day, now that is how I like to spend my days, Working gives me value. now, just have to make it through the night

been a rough day, thankfully tomorrow is a new day...

ok finally done running around, home for the night, now the test begins! Want to abstain from MO...Please God share your strength with me

out doing all my shopping today, struggling with urges bad, so many cute girls ....

Had to talk with my PO today over a major Eff up a couple weeks ago, Went way better then expected

Have a good night ladies and gents...

Home. Had a nice time with my ex, feel good about not sexualizing to many of the female at the mall. baby steps toward success

she hasn't forgiven me, & barely will do anything with me so I am super excited.

Praying for self control & emotional strength.

I get to spend time with my ex wife & son at the mall.

Good day today, only 1 panic attack while at a store, was able to get out before the anxiety became overwhelming

up until about 4 am this morning I was 3 days in....