Krillin1993

I knew that this was coming but I have listened to some idiots out there who pretend to know my body better than I do. Stay away from me....cause you are not a big help.

I shouldn't have eaten those cooked white beans with oil 3 days ago. Since then I have constantly urges. I hope not to fap which is extremely hard for me currently. I am so dumb.

Hey, it takes more than 90days to heal, the 90days NoFap is just a challenge.
It takes 2 years at least to heal from PMO. and after the 90days you'll have symptoms: (PAWS)

So you need to be preapred mentally for it !

https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/p-a-w-s-what-are-they-cure-duration.231859/

The weirdest thing I've learned here is that food can influence libido strongly.

I think it makes sense. But it Also dépends on your organismes réactions to certain foods.

Keep going, it takes time but it's worth it in the end.

Here is the link https://youtu.be/MTV05xQtTLQ?t=460

It's not that bad for a chronic condition. It has it's lot of positive points as well, like consuming sweets and getting low fat.

I guess its good that you're getting positives come from it. Keep up the good lass. Let me know if there's I can be of service in (probably not doe since you seem to be doing giga fine.

yes I guess. Thank you for all your concerns.

You only can fight against injustice when you start to be honest to yourself. Then you know how important it is, to abstain from porn. You can conquer your abnormal sexual drive level.

Maybe you should watch something funny, or a new anime.

@she-dernatinus Yes I keep watching new Animes. I am currently watching One Piece. Still haven't continued to watch the Anime Monster. And yes it helps alot! :)

I still recommend monster, because one piece is one hell of a long anime.

I like you both. :)

No problem at all, it's good to help ourselves by helping others.

Ah I see. Is the pandemic the main cause or something else? By the way how are you?

We stopped attending school for a period of time due to the pandemic, but now it's because we officially finished our courses.

@she-dernatinus Ah now I understand. I hope and wish all the best. I hope you have suceeded your courses.

I hope this dream had no relation to your former obsessions. If not, there isn't much to worry about. But be careful, you are at a critical phase, don't succumb to temptations and let this dreams annihilate your efforts.

@she-dernatinus I have read some pages of the book "Your brain on porn" written by Gary Wilson again. And he said to those "real dreams" this: "Vivid dreams seem to be a normal part of the mental housecleaning process
of unhooking. Often people dream they are relapsing as the brain tries to
activate familiar brain loops, but eventually such dreams fade."

@she-dernatinus No I am very cool with my situation right now. Don't need to worry. There are probably old stresses from these old obsessions. Eventually I am on a long Flatline. Currently I don't have any superficial interests in woman, so that means it will be hard for me to relapse consciously.

Congratulations my friend ! you did it.

@she-dernatinus I think I will beat this addiction, I am pretty sure that I won't get into temptations anymore. There are still no urges coming up. I hope you are okay my friend.

I am relatively good as well. I wish you good fortune.