DevilMayFry

Fapstronaut, Male

Back to Day 0. Something triggered me this morning, and was stressed all day. Self-loathing led me to watch porn. Was a decent run :) Nov 5, 2022

DevilMayFry was last seen:: Dec 19, 2022

1. DevilMayFry
  Day 0! Did it on purpose to decrease sensitivity before staying over my girlfriend's house. I want to have sex. I'll resume no PM after!
  
  Sep 22, 2022
2. DevilMayFry
  9th Day
  
  Sep 22, 2022
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3. DevilMayFry
  8th day!
  
  Sep 21, 2022
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4. DevilMayFry
  7th day today! Can't remember the last time I lasted a week. My love is keeping me going. My life is worth it too.
  
  Sep 20, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    Well done!
    
    Sep 20, 2022
    
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  3. DevilMayFry
    Thank you friend
    
    Sep 20, 2022
    
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5. DevilMayFry
  As a man, there's no shame in being in love and showing it. I do love my girlfriend and want to care for her.
  
  Sep 19, 2022
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  2. from2003
    yeah bro you are totally correct , all the loved ones want that the lover love them without caring others perspective and opinions
    
    Sep 19, 2022
    
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6. DevilMayFry
  Porn was never the issue. It was the antidote.
  
  Sep 19, 2022
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7. DevilMayFry
  Day 6!
  
  Sep 19, 2022
8. DevilMayFry
  Day 5!
  
  Sep 18, 2022
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9. DevilMayFry
  As I heal emotionally, PMO doesn't seem so alluring. Sometimes it's a symptom, not the problem.
  
  Sep 17, 2022
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10. DevilMayFry
  Day 3. No longer hiding my journey. If it gets ugly, it gets ugly. I am fully human - good and bad, happy and sad, proud and disappointed.
  
  Sep 16, 2022
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  2. Fantasia
    Same shit happen to me, i mean when i relapse i don't want to notify it for a certain period, but that's because i don't want to enter in Nofap and remind myself that I'm an addict.
    
    Sep 16, 2022
    
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  3. DevilMayFry
    Yeah exactly. I don't want to keep repeating "day 1" because I feel disappointment. But it is what it is.
    
    Sep 16, 2022
    
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11. DevilMayFry
  I've come to the point where porn feels like cheating on my girlfriend. This is a huge milestone for me. I want to be closer to her.
  
  Sep 15, 2022
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12. Fantasia
  I seen you relapse again bro! Never quit and never surrender!
  
  Sep 15, 2022
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  2. DevilMayFry
    Thanks for your concern, friend. I’m not giving up ever :)
    
    Sep 15, 2022
    
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13. DevilMayFry
  Deciding to not O either, instead of just PM. Abstaining from any sexual acts for 30 days. I want sex to be an act of love, not orgasm.
  
  Sep 12, 2022
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14. DevilMayFry
  A therapist can help undo unhealthy beliefs and instil healthy ones, which will probably make abstaining much easier.
  
  Sep 12, 2022
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15. DevilMayFry
  Learnt yesterday at therapy that I have general anxiety. I am always anxious and have little trust. Probably why I feel comfort online.
  
  Sep 6, 2022
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    A 'controllable' space that ends up controlling us sometimes. Beware of when people tell you that you officially have anxiety because then you will.
    
    Sep 6, 2022
    
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16. DevilMayFry
  The path of giving happiness bought me freedom; the path of seeking happiness cost me freedom.
  
  Sep 4, 2022
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17. DevilMayFry
  Day 6!
  
  Sep 4, 2022
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  2. Fantasia
    Nice Bro
    
    Sep 4, 2022
18. DevilMayFry
  Considering using a spreadsheet to count days instead. Green = No PMO. Red = Relapse. That way, it doesn't look like a reset.
  
  Sep 3, 2022
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  2. MrPriest
    I honestly do this approach myself, and it helped tremendously to my mental wellbeing, as you can see the progress and not feel like everything went to waste if you happen to relapse, if 97% of the calendar is green, is better than having 3/4 of it red, etc...
    
    Sep 3, 2022
    
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19. DevilMayFry
  Day 5. It's only the morning, but mentally I feel much better :)
  
  Sep 3, 2022
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20. DevilMayFry
  Day 4. Feeling less depressed today. Got a lot of free time, so treating myself to a pumpkin spiced latte (decaf of course!)
  
  Sep 2, 2022
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