Everything is hideous now... Since i went to therapy talking about constantly doubting my own sexuality and it almost ruined my life... I thought i had HOCD but later she diagnosed me with General anxiety disorder instead... As i went back home and thought about my trans porn... I was wondering...
I started out like everybody with straight porn... Then I craved more and more dopamine releases and jumped into other forums like gay, transwoman and hentai etc... I fell deeply into the transwoman porn and feminine boy trap hentai... It's almost ruined my life entirely with increased social anxiety...
Finally I decided to sign up at NoFap and share my story in order to get over the hump and finally manage to change, overcome, outgrow, reboot, repair, heal.
I'm sure this will be one of the longest posts here and I'm sure my case is one of the most severe. I will appreciate every comment...
Last night i was so stressed out and overwhelmed... since i stopped watching porn and masturbated for about 4 years already... imagine the urge that i had been building up, I went to youtube and searched transwoman twerking (I have transwoman fetish, which could not get rid....) As i was watching I...
Hi guys,
First of all sorry for my spelling, english is not my first language so for that I struggle writing. Secondly, my advise may not apply to all the people that have this kind of addiction.
I have been clean of that kind of porn for 3 months now. What it is helping me it’s to understand...
So I started going to therapy to try and help myself out and thought I would ask you guys to see if there really is a connection. In plenty of psychology websites they talk about how trauma in early childhood can lead to addictions of all kinds.
My mom was very hard on me. Like very strict. She...
Hello, nofap-community :emoji_wave:
I just recently learned about the NoFap and I respect the effort of all of you.
I masturbated a lot lately, like twice a day and three weeks ago I tried transgender/transwoman porn. I enjoyed it at first, but the day after I just felt miserable and...
I m already at my 3rd day !
Now it’s starting to get hard for me
(I watch sissy and transwoman
Porn)
I can already feel the urge !!!! Exploding !!!
I see myself on Instagram sissy profiles... terrible profiles that convert males, into sissy’s.
It’s just turns me on this is why I keep going...
hello as I mentioned I’m 15, I started watching porn when I was 11 normal porn, at 13 something I started watching transwoman porn idk why, it disgusts me at this point, at 14 I started questioning my sexuality as I couldn’t get hard to normal porn or anything, but saw that I’m 100% straight and...
I have been addicted to porn for 11 years for ten years. I only watched heterosexual and lesbian porn I watched porn for several hours during my days off until recently I escalated to transsexual porn and this has an explanation dopamine. Porn causes large amounts of dopamine just like drugs for...
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I have been addicted to pornography for 12 years. I did not realize that my addiction was so serious until I escalated to transsexual porn just a few months ago. After several failed attempts, I achieved my best streak so far 30 days without PMO, I still have a long way to go, but I have made a...
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Hi everyone,
I‘am a 19 years old heterosexual guy who masturbates to often. I have PIED and cannot „O“ While having Sex with my GF. I Started to MO at the age of 11 while looking at Bikini photos of women or fantasizing about women or girls. At this time i was aroused within seconds and Would...
Hey everybody,
I want to share my story for some advice and of course some encouragement and help.
Forgive me if my english is not great but it's not my native language , please bear with me through this long story as a little of your time can help me a lot.
My story involves porn addiction in...
Well, to start off I'm 25 years old and my name is Dave I'm currently in a relationship with my girlfriend we have been together for over a year now.
Before I met her I was deep into my porn addiction and my taste got warped into transwoman stuff and occasionally gay porn but primarily transwoman...
Hello fellas,
I am currently on my 327 day without any porn usage. During that period I orgasmed quite often ( every 3-4 days) because I had a girlfriend and we used to have sex over that period. I was fapping off to porn for around 13 years and yes my addiction escalated also to transwoman and...
So I'm still into transgender pornography. (Yeah I still beat my meat to weird porn, sue me.) However I have given that sissy shit a miss for a long time now.
I've (I think) been a fully straight man my entire life. However, TG porn kinda threw a spanner in the works. But why do I get off on...
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I’m new to the site and not sure where to start but here goes. I am a 30-35 years old male, married with a beautiful two year old and a baby on the way in May. My issues with M stem back as far as I can remember from when I was 9 years old.
By 13 I would M twice daily using my...
I remember my first kiss at 11, it was great, with my crush at the time, probably the best day of my life. Fast forward 7 years and here I am wasted after dating a trans escort.
I have watched porn since I was 12, discovered Nofap at 17, but never did a serious reboot. I lost my virginity to an...
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I am a 44 years old guy, I have worked with computers and internet since more than 20 years ago, I get divorced two years ago, and I have two beautiful kids. This is my story, I hope I can make it understandable with my poor English.
I started to use computers in 80's, I was a very...
Not even sure who will read this or if it will be read at all.
Like most guys I started "PMO"? (I think that's what it's called on here) in my early teens maybe around 13. I've always had a bit of a thing for feet and with the world of porn at my fingertips, I watched some featuring this...
hey guys i have a trans/ fem boy fetish that i got whole watching porn. the longest streak i did was 25 days and my horniess for women sorta came back but as soon as i relapsed for 3 days it started over:( am i truly bi? if i was bi i would accept it but i have no attraction towards men and i...
So i'll just start out without not giving too much unnecessary detail.
This is only partial and basic information the whole story is a lot more in-depth, but that would be maybe at a later time.
i'm 20 years old, fapping from around 11-12. Normal porn til around 17 then i started escalating to...