Broke the 18 days streak today :( In need of a guide, and done it 2 times today, but it was started when I got into a triggering position during night, and was struggling with the urge since morning, and after 14 hours, done it 2 times at same time, really I think god is controlling me cuz since...
This is my personal journal attempt, which I shall make public so others can hopefully help me, or listen into my thoughts. The first step to quitting is acknowledging it. Since I have had a hard time quitting porn in my head, I shall make it public, the journal where in a sense, it's no longer...
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I need help! I found this place because after a masturbation, I decided to make a change.
I was an overweight, undisciplined boy.. so let's get right to the point, here are two examples...
1. whenever the night before a school quiz, since I never do my daily review on academic work, it's easy to...
I'm VickedGai, not really proud of my username but it's my gamer tag and it connects me to my past pleasant gaming memories.
I'm 17 and so I am an underage porn addict, which brings me a lot of shame. I can't talk to my parents about my addiction, And I don't want them to know about it. I want...
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Hey guys,
After 3 years of porn use since the age of 14 I’ve decided to join nofap in a desperate attempt to shake not only my porn addiction but my disgusting unwanted fetish.
So basically, I find pleasure in watching woman dominate men, especially through farting and even scat videos. This...
9 Months without it - I feel really proud of myself =) My masturbation inducted heart arrhythmia is completely gone and don't think about the act at all. I just wanted to let you guys know that you can do the same, no question! I recorded my "Life-Story" or "Porn-Story" if you will and maybe it...
Hey, although I made my account ages ago I'm still new because I pretty much haven't used it since then so I am very new to this. Pretty much everything you need to know about me is on my profile but feel free to ask anything.
So I need some help with a few things, or maybe just someone to clear...
Hey guys,
I started the hardcore nofap a week ago and today I, unfortunately, destroyed my streak.
Before that my longest streak was just 5 days but this time I got that to 7 days
I know it's too little but I am feeling depressed and depression is all over my mind and
I want to cry hard but...
Now I am tired of this.Today was my day - 3...And you guess what happened.
How it started ,
1> I got an stupid urge to search on Google " How was your experience with prosti****e " , Simply I don't know how,
2> Then I read some shit articles , even I know these where fake but...
3> Then I...
Hi, so im a 16 year old boy who was first exposed to porn at 10 years old. I was watching regular straight vanilla porn. This made me super horny but I only watched once every 3 months or so. Fast forward a couple of years, my 15th birthday, I started to masturbate. At first, it was only...
Hi I recently had one post up prior to this but I missed a lot of statements and things I missed before. To start i’ve been trying to stop mater bating for a while and so far it hasn’t been going well for example i’ve always had a liking for cum tributes more on the sense of the pictures and cum...
I am really sorry if this post does not belong here.
I have what I'd call a severe porn and crossdressing addiction. I was about thirteen or so when I started to indulge in pornography almost daily, and it has taken severe consequences in my personal life.
At the start, it was just the vanilla...
I will just write this for the sake of it. My addiction to both Porn and masturbation began at separate times, but, one led to the other. Unlike many stories out there, I didn't start watching porn because of anyone, I didn't even know what it was until I was 13.
Estarted when I started...
Hello, I am new to NoFap. I am 14 year old boy and have been masturbating since I was 11 but i started watching porn when I was 6. Yeah, 6. The impact porn has had on me since i started masturbating is outrageous. My addiction has gotten so bad that by 13 I started to jack off in class. Luckily...
I've heard about Nofap for the first time in January of this year. It took me a while to get to 7 day. It was at 25th February. I've noticed the first benefits, so i got motivation and real reason to keep going this. After 2 weeks on Nofap finally i had confidence to talk to my crush. During...
So let's start with some info on me and my past journeys.I'm a 14 yr old and I've been addicted to this crap for 2 years now.My best streak was 60 days and my current one is on 6 days.I seem to have associated my bathroom to Pmo ing so each time I go take a dump the urges just hit me and today I...
Hey guys it’s my first time here on this forum and I’d like to say that I’m 16 and on my 2nd day of no PMO. Right now i feel my erect 2 inch destroyer is on fire and every single fiber of my body is telling me to beat that fucker till it’s dry, but I’m holding out for the road ahead I wanna know...
I've been trying hard.Yet I am a failure....
I am a 16 yo boy. I am always failing..... After every pmo I feel depressed and sad..... Then I confess my sins . But I couldn't hold this for long(only for 2 days maximum. I don't know... I think about my earlier watched porn scenes and...
Me, 16 year old male who has been completely unsuccessful in my life...
6 months before when I started a nofap account, I had only masturbated 12 times. Even though some persons couldn't control pmo during the initial stages, nofap helped me to control it. I even joined a telegram group to...
now its almost two years.
yes the tittle says everything, we was married i was lucky to meet her she helped me leave the third world country where i was stuck we got married we lived happily the first months but then her mother gave me a computer as a gift. i was planning to have a youtube...
Hello! I am a 14 year old from Brazil. I am trying to free myself from a PM addiction, because my life is very unorganized. I have few friends, bad relationships with people, bad grades, and I'm lazy to do anything. I am trying to change this scenario. I started to research about NoFap because...
About me:
I am 14, turning 15 in a month. Been PMO'ing for a couple years. I've been shy for a long ass time and never had a girlfriend. I do have some friends that I hangout with every once and a while and play PS4 with. I am also somewhat popular and have gone to parties and what not.
I...
It's a question I've been wondering. I know there's not really any way to know an exact figure, but I'm hoping that I'll at least be able to get a rough estimate on about how long the reboot process will take for me.
Some background on me. I'm seventeen, and I started to get into porn between...
Hey guys! As the title suggests, I'll talk about some fetishes and there are going to be triggers. If you are easily triggered, please turn back.
So, I've been doing a lot of reading into the psychology of fetishes lately in order to learn more about me and how certain fetishes developed and I...
The time when I started masturbating, I wasn't a porn addict. One day in the bathroom, looking at my erect penis, I had an idea of shaking it back and forth. After some time, I had an amazing feeling surging from my genitals, travelling upwards, and ejaculated. It felt so nice that I kept doing...
I just started mastrubation at my age of 14. i knew already that it was harmful for me. but my curiosity drove me to do it once, and then forget it forever. But that's not the case! I started to doing it more and more ranging upto 4 times a week. With various varieties of porn. But it didn't...
Yesterday I convinced myself that I had to watch a sextape for research a sex tape. So I fucking did. Luckily, I resisted the urge to M and O because my friends walked into my house just as I was about to pull down my pants. This fucking scared me. I have almost become like an alcoholic. After...
For the past 2 weeks, I have tried and failed to stop watching porn. I've been masturbating excessively to where I have pain. I cant seem to fight the urges to watch porn. It is ruining my self esteem and my life. I need advice on how to overcome urges, what you did to stop watching porn, and...
For the past 2 weeks, I have tried and failed to stop watching porn. I've been masturbating excessively to where I have pain. I cant seem to fight the urges to watch porn. It is ruining my self esteem and my life. I need advice on how to overcome urges, what you did to stop watching porn, and...
I started nofap back in December 2017. I remember before I found out about nofap, I'd take a couple days off or skip a day of fapping, and I'd feel amazing. My life WAS amazing before nofap. Even though I was watching porn, I loved life. I had so much motivation. I enjoyed everything, and I...
Not long ago, I was the perfect daughter, perfect sister and the perfect student. My parents used to be proud to have me as their daughter. My sister bragged to her friends about the many trophies and medals that I received in the annual competitions. My school had my portrait in the hallway as...
Hey guys as I'm getting through this journey day to day I'm getting more bored and faded .
Do you guys any tips to fill my time since I'm already in vacation and have a lot of time
And what do you guys do when bored ?
recently after two relapses and a binge ago I let the sissy thoughts back in from sissy hypno, ts porn, and gay abuse porn I used to watch because I couldn’t get errections again. This is greatly affecting my progress and I can hear my real voice saying “I am a straight man” in my head but I...
Today and yesterday I have been browsing a dating site. You can probably guess what I was browsing it for. Anyway, I got into a Skype conversation with this woman and she sent me nudes. I admit that was what I wanted. I ogled at the pics for a couple of seconds before blocking her and deleting...
Hi,I'm a 17 y/o teenager who's bound himself to get rid of this porn habit he got entangled into.
I really believe that I got addicted to porn due to this 'feeling of worthlessness' in me and also due to getting bullied and picked on, at School.
Unhappiness,feeling of worthlessness,lack of real...
Hello everyone! :)
I've been PMO-ing for 2 years now. I started beacuse I tought I'm in control, it hurts noone and I was bored. I did it about 3-4 times a week.
Last year I got depressed very badly, my social anxiety just grew stronger, I'll talk about it later.*
So I did it more often to...
Hi,I'm 17 years old,I started watching porn since I was in 8th grade i.e. 3-4 years back.Ever since then my porn consuming habit has increased both in quantity and quality(meaning the porn which gave me big highs i.e having fetishes).And now I feel like i've come to a "cannot get out" scenario...
Hi guys,
I've been hearing about nofap a lot but have always been hesitant to start it because of my fear of flatlines. But now i feel the need to do it. This is because for the last few months or so, I have began to notice that when I am aroused i am unable to get erections unless I start to...
Hey guys. I have been getting incredibly strong urges to fap since yesterday. My brain is trying to rationalize fapping and watching porn. Im so close to 90 days, but it's like I don't have any motivation to continue nofap right now. I have almost ZERO motivation to not watch porn and fap. Im...