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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Sep 9, 2017.
My journey to rid myself of porn got kick started again here on the 21 day challenge. I haven’t been on the forums at all in the last couple months because I’ve been doing SA (Sexaholics Anonymous) the 12 stop program for addicts. I had to get really real with myself. It’s been incredibly difficult, but I know that I needed more. This is a good place to start. I am PMO free for 49 days at this point. I am on here now because I wanted to act out with PMO. Instead the good angel on my shoulder gave me the power to click the right link.
I dont know everyone else’s situation, but I know my own. It stems from childhood. This Disease is gaining momentum in our world, and we are all players in its drama. Every click of the keypad gives it more power and every surrender takes away from its power. If you really want to be free, I suggest going to an SA meeting in real life. They are all over the country and world. Just look up your local meeting. I think the fact that its real life people brings the situation into focus. ONline we still create whatever world we want. Our sexual addiction, or all addiction stems from a hole in our hearts that we cant seem to fill. The more we try to fill it with porn, the more empty we seem to feel and become. We are desiring connection and intimacy.
I think a lot of us know this, but its the work of taking ourselves out of the downward spiral that has us stumped. Feeling like shit in sobriety feels a lot better than feeling like shit on porn. So if you feel like shit, it might help to think about that. I’m not saying that you are going to feel good. I dont, but I feel better not looking at porn than I do when I was.
day 15/21 of noPMO completed.
I want to participate to 21 days Challenge.
Checking in day 14- I'm doing the challenges one at a time I find it easier that way, did the 7 then the 14 now I'm going for 21 days
Day 13/21 - Woke up at 12 am for the first time since last 6 months and i am not feeling like shit, that's pretty good
How long did you go to the meetings for, I went to one they had where I live but now they don't have any in my town and I don't drive and can't really afford the train, I would do online ones but I'm not a fan of them, I go to AA meetings occasionally but I'm unable to express this problem
Hit a new low the other day when I PMOd in a public bathroom. Gonna try everything I can to never stoop to that level again
6 Days Done.
Day 5/21, getting quite difficult. I hope I can pull through the first week.
Day 16/21 done!
Checking in day 15,having nightmares at the moment but they appear to be getting better, stay strong everybody we can do this, let's not waste anymore time in our short lives!
7 Days Done.
You can and you will my friend
4/21. Long way to go, but still in it.