Hi everyone, I'm down for this challenge. I've done this before, let's to do it once again. My problem right now is masturbation, I'm already free of porn for 3 months (when I joined these forums). Have broken two +45 days streaks with M, and the past days I've struggled a lot to start a new streak. So with this challenge I'm aiming to go further from those 21 initial days, together we'll do it. Stay strong, and keep going!
Day 0/21 I've made it through the 7 and 14 day challenges consecutively. I consciously relapsed last night, but I would not like to make a habit of it. I will surely make it through all 21 days
Day 1 Yesterday it was one of the worst days of my life. I ended it crying in pain, alone in my room, but for the first time I had some self-compassion with myself and gave myself a hug... that hug I have been needing for so long. And well, the reasons of my emotional breakdown aren't really related to my porn addiction, but thanks to NoFap is that I'm starting to realize my real struggles and I get it now, there are way more important things to fix than a dating life or anything related to that. I'm pretty young, and want to build a really good life with all the hard work I'll keep, no matter what. Even though it was a horrible day, something good is that just yesterday I was 3 months free of porn (started on Nov. 17th 2021) and I am still going, this is not over until I win.
Day 2 Stayed clean, was a great day in general. And I worked on the spreadsheet to share in the community, which motivated me to keep going. Day 3 Just got up, I relapsed to M again. This is annoying, I was doing great but somehow I manage to wake up in that mood and can't stop myself. I need to find a way to fix that problem, it's just that, and I should be able to go for a long streak without difficulty. I have to believe more in myself.
