[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Bro try to find SA. Or SAA
It will really help you to find more solution

 

Thanx to you people 58 days passed
Love you all

 

Forgot to post yesterday.. so its

Day 26/30...

 

That's the thing I'm looking at now. In a way it wasn't necessarily a difficult time, until you realize the habitual nature of it. I am curious about how long many of us were at it until we stepped back and said - "Wait a minute. This might be a problem." and then how much longer before we said "This IS a problem." I think there's a natural guilt that goes along with sex and perhaps that's misplaced and ironically what causes a lot of these issues. But I think for the most part the beginnings of this problem was simple enough but I know with me, I didn't really watch a lot of porn until the internet. I certainly watched the softcore stuff, but I actually started to M at a very early age. In fact before I even knew what sex was. That habit was ingrained very early but it wasn't until later that it became the sort of daily ritual that I think most adolescent guys go through. I used video but not porn. And then when the internet came around, I found myself searching for stuff and then that led to the camsites and that's where things got weird. That's where the routine started to build. I would get home from work or a night out. Then I started spending money in the chat rooms. I felt guilty about it but didn't quite see it as a problem. Then I realized it was an issue and though I cut down on spending money, buying clips, etc. I still looked at porn. And I didn't stop spending money occasionally. When it was really bad I was probably spending 1000 or more a month. That was a long time ago. Now occasionally I might spend 30 bucks or so month - but like all of this stuff it's dangerous. I found myself in a chatroom again after abstaining for awhile and dropped a couple hundred again, so here I am. There are the little things I tell myself - "I won't spend any money" "I won't go to this site" - The big thing for me is to take some time to avoid everything, completely for a longer stretch. Like I've said, recently I've been able to go a few days, five has been my record since I really started keeping track. But I know I did a week or so awhile back before then. And I think when I first started dating my now wife, long ago, it stopped. But like so many of us - it's starts and stops. I'll go months without spending any money - but it's been decades since I haven't spent any time. As I posted, elsewhere, I'm using this space as a "replacement", but even discussing it is a tricky thing. Internet posting / email / social media - While perhaps not as bad as porn, for me at least, it all winds up being a distraction and that's mainly what I'm trying to rein in and control. The 2nd day is always tricky. I think I'm going to turn the computer off for awhile. Good luck to you guys. Thanks.

 

Dude faping is not a solution to any problem thats all I know..
When I was job hunting the first time after every rejection I use to watch porn.. I was so depressed bcos I didnt get a job and I fap and I get depressed again and cycled continued.. somehow I landed a job.. but next time when I was trying top switch job I promised to myself I will not masturbate and not get depressed bcos of rejection take the experience positively and move on and this time I got the job on my 3rd attempt and a job that I love..

All I want to say is deal with your feelings and relationship in a positive way.. do not masturbate bcos it will only add to depression..

Also hey we are here.. we all are a team.. you can do this.. we can do this..

Cheers..

 

Day 3

 

Day 6
And I did PMO after completing 5 days without PMO. And now I'm sinking in the dark valley of self loathing. Staring into abyss. I don't want it.
The thing was I was not occupied maybe, but then, that's still an excuse.
I want to have complete control on my senses. Guide me. Your any suggestions will be helpful. Really.
So set my counter again at zero today.
0/30.
Let darkness show me the light.
Wubba lubba dub dub.

 

4/30 days.. Had a few feelins roll in mainly when I woke up.. But eventually they eroded.. It's no different from other days really.. No strong urges, but havin some feelin of bein horny most times.. And I appreciate that really. I just can't wait til I make a month, and see how I feel after that.. Then after that I'm headin straight for 60 days.. No stoppin.. .. But first I gotta see if I make it to 30 unscathed.. Keep me strong NoFap.

 

Day 6.

 

Day 9 feeling great

 

Wow brother, thank you. Finally I found some people who can help me out here. I don't know what to say...only thank you. I will try it!

 

SA? SAA? I don't know what this is xD. Sounds interesting, I will look for it. Thank you bro

 

Day 17/30

 

0/30, I've completed the 7-days, 14-days and 21-days challenges, giving me a total of 42 days without PMO. Now it is time to move on to this challenge. I'm trying to cure my PIED, and I know I'm on the right path right now. Let's hope that this challenge will result in my next victory in the battle against PIED.

 

Day 22/30

 

Day 11.

 

My first day, hope i will reach that destination..

 

Day 6/30. So far, no urges. I applied to some jobs, hit the gym, and played some drums (I just got back into playing after over a year! I forgot how much fun it was).

 

day 3/30, I know it is a long day ahead but I am ready to walk down it

 

Day 4