[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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  1. sammyjiji

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    13/30 - Today was quite tough. Somehow the thoughts and fantasies were just all over me as I constantly reminded myself how far i've come without PM... But each day, I get stronger... Gaining even more audacity to live a focused, balanced life with a clear mind.
     
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  2. discovery

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    Day 25 of 30 complete!
     
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  3. YarlBalgruf

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  4. kludgy

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    checkin in day 2 :)
     
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  5. Froger

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    I would be lying if i say i'm not bored already.
    Nothing is exciting me anymore. I Feel like staying clean isnt fun atall.
    So much alternatives like studying or hanging out with family but i honestly feel like its not gonna be as fun as porn.
    While typing the thought that came to my mind is that nothing is going to be as fun as porn presents itself.
    Instant gratification without any effort atall. Even sex you have to at least pay for it with money.
    Porn seems like the easiest means to immense gratification/reward. I have never done drugs so i stand to be corrected.

    Rightnow i dont feel anything. Atleast i felt things like guilt, excitement, pleasure, heart racing fantasies.
    While typing again, My Spirit is telling to just trust Him, and not feel like its all pointless, or worry about my emotions.

    I actually typed, God told me but i cleared it and used "my spirit is telling me".
    I find jt so hard to bring God into my messages because i feel like i am a fraud or contradicting myself. How can i mention christianity and be an addict.

    Let me stop here for now. I really want to quit but i cant even bring myself to imagine what a life without pmo will be like. I think its because i cant even remember what life i had before discovering pmo.
    They say we are as big as our imaginations. What happens when we have no imaginations atall.
     
  6. Froger

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    Wow. Cant believing i felt this way all along. Ddnt know i had so much i needed to say. Thank God for this platform.
     
  7. DeProfundis

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    Thank you for your kind words. I'm feeling motivated about No Nut November. Let's do this!
     
  8. DeProfundis

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    Day 2/30 is done.
     
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  12. King farrier

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    day 3 i got to stop watching porn it affects my mind violently
     
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    Day 11
     

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  14. King farrier

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    DAY 0 LETS GO FROM THE BEGINNING
     
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    DAY 0 FROM THE BEGINNING AGAIN
     
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  17. discovery

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    I can relate a lot to this. Most of my relapses have boiled down to a feeling of 'man, this has been long enough. this sucks. i'm bored'. If porn has been your primary means of excitement this whole time, it will be tough. But you know why you're doing this. Do your best to find a replacement. Get passionate about something else. There are a million choices out there. Start hopping, Froger :emoji_frog:
     
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  18. discovery

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    Day 26 of 30 complete!
     
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