Resetting and starting over today. Day 0. Relapsed by the definition I set for myself, viewed sexual content and edged, only a microsecond saved me from O. I have been increasingly busy and stressed at work, barely checked out the forum, lost my focus on the good fight. Need to get back to the powerful feeling of being in control.
Day 4, 5, 6, & 7. Checking in. Day 7 - Feeling better than before and more confident. Getting looks from women since you have a boost of confidence suddenly, I assume? Still have struggles, but keep on going!
Tbh I never suffered from PIED, but the main thing has been that I have recovered from the urges to watch porn and it doesn’t dictate my life anymore. Honestly, hiding things and living in a lie is something that I don’t want to go through again and I hope this journey will continue long into the future.
Day 3. All good. No urges. Clarity, a lot of energy coming back again. Went to the gym this evening and that felt good.
