Too many false starts. What happened to that serious voice in my head that made me sign up for the 90 in the first place?! Not taking this seriously enough, sorry boys. Was just considering giving up giving up! But have just enough sanity left to realise that is leading nowhere. Keep chipping away! The really stupid things about PMO. You sit there jerking off to a smoking hot girl who you are never going to get, ironically, especially not if you sit there repeatedly jerking off! Sorry, that thought just occurred to me in the aftermath. What a shit way to waste time and self sabotage!