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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Day 3 of 90!
2/90 lets go this time i fck this
So I started off on Monday and I've been in flatline since. I mentally strained myself to pursue this once and for all.
I went to the mall yesterday and alas, it was as if I was conjured to look at women outside my safe zone.
Now I'm all for beauty and pleasantry to the eyes, but it all felt like a damn test! This one girl in particular, as if she came out from my fantasy.
Hardest and proudest moment went I told myself "don't look twice" and actually listened.
I got a semi but mentally strenghtened myself to not get it up. At first flatlining seems scary, but I believe it will help me in the long run.
All I did was repeat "I am proud of you for getting this far" over and over again.
Stay strong fapstronauts. I am proud of you all.
Checking in day36!!
Enjoying a much better and clearer vision of everything around me!!
It is indeed. But what happened to me is not a relapse but a reset. I watched P once, after a 147 days streak, but it happened only once so it is not as if I turned back to my old habits. The thing is I was going through something difficult so some urges came back. Nothing as strong as at the beginning and I could have handled it but I let myself slowly have more and more P thoughts. At some point it was to hard to resist. Also, I thought that those things were behind me but obviously it wasn't true. It made me too confident and it was a mistake.
But don't worry I'm much better now than at the beginning about 2 years ago . It's just that I haven't quit forever yet but I will and so do you !
Started Challenges August 21, 2019
Longest streak 147 days
Current Challenge 9/90 no PMO -> 10% done !
busy day alone at home. It was perhaps a bit dangerous to stay alone with my laptop but in the end it was fine. Absolutely no urge
Habit made: cold shower
Habits to make:
-wake up early
-schedule the day
-pray my chaplet
I try to be aware of my triggers. Listening porn free radio podcast help me a lot. I'm going out for a weekend, see you on Tuesday
I lost count...
Good job there is a handy counter located just under your post!
Day 16 Completed!
Very tough day but made it through.
Can't let my guard down.
I have to stay focused.
Almost 3 weeks.
Lets keep on going people!
Remember: it never ends with just peeking before you know it you're on a 3 day binge. Yes one time will not hurt but it will not be just one time before you know it 3 years have past. This current streak we are on has to be it!
See you all tomorrow.
7 days no PMO
2 days less sugar.
7 days no alcohol. 1 14 day and one 12 day streak.
59 days no posts on Facebook.
Prayed my chaplet of Divine Mercy.
Prayed my litanies.
Daily consecration Czestochowa prayer card
Talks with God and Mary.
1 week down. Praise God. I can't thank Him enough for this beautiful gift. I am starting to feel really amazing. I have drive. Things taste better. I am more comfortable around people. Thank you God.
Just quick check-in.
Going strong, cycling helps to boost my mood.
Let's get it. 89 days to go.
Day 91! Now, I'll continue on this path one day at a time
Well, I had a terrible weekend, did the full PMO suite, and spent too much time moping in my own pity party. It's time to get serious again.
Day 1 without an incident.
Day 14 slight blue ball pains what do you guys do about it need suggestions
The urges are very bad
What should i do about these urges?