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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Friday was day 17 of 90 a great day
Oops day 17 was Thursday friday was day 18 of 90 and I just stayed busy
I just relapsed , I feel like a looser,I hit my head and think i’m a looser , I’m at the end of my rope , my motivation is gone
Stay strong and just keep reminding yourself WHY you doing this.
This could be a metaphor for life; get knocked down, just get back up! - YOU got this, nobody else can help you but YOU.
I went 60 days before and I relapsed just because I missed the feeling of O.
But now I'm determined to stay focused, and I learned that once you fail, you can't beat yourself (figuratively) up about it but TRY and TRY again.
Stay strong, you got this!
I really thank you for your message , love it , i’ll do my best for sure !!! And can you tell me what is ´ O ´ ? xd
Day 8/90. Enroute to my freedom and betterment.
There ain"t no grave can hold ma body down.
I already been in hell & back
I can show u vouchers
Hard times but turning on TORTURE UR MIND MODE
Day 4 of 90!
Day 6, lets go!
What are the improvements?
I found the solution.
When you feel that urges, go and run, and if you can’t, do push up where you are as much as you can, max.
Then it will go away.
You didn’t enter flatline yet? With flatline no more urges, I entered it, my penis is now for peeing only
The only sense that distract ur brain from urges is PAIN
INDUCE MUSCULAR PAIN BY STERNOUS EXERCISE
Only available solution now for severe urges
If I may..
it means orgasm..
Not able to sleep. First time in my life more than 2 days with ZERO erection. I am officially in flatline No P i think 1 month, and after 1 week with 1 relapse, then 1 week with 1 relapse then 4 days and the flatline begins officially. Not afraid to do M because my desire is ZERO. I Feel i have dead penis.
Happy that my brain took the decision of repairing after no PMO hard mode. Now i ask Jesus my GOD mercy that my flatline will be within 1-3 months because it is something very weird and you feel like you are walking in a black tunnel.
I was not taking it seriously when people talked about it until I entered it. IT IS REAL.
Its my fault, but i took the decision to change.
Now no more fast food, only gym, running, go outside with friends eat healthy and omega 3-6-9 each day.
Thanks for all your support brothers.
8 days no PMO
0 daysless sugar.
8 days no alcohol. 1 14 day and one 12 day streak.
60 days no posts on Facebook.
Prayed my chaplet of Divine Mercy.
Prayed my litanies.
Czestochowa prayer card.
Talks with God and Mary.
One thing I noticed with my streak is my singing voice. It is not so timid and it sounds so much better. It seams like it is more than just less anxiety. It almost feels like I have the strength to sing. It is wierd. I feel so great. It feels like my body is running on all of its cylinders. There is more of a force inside me. I really don't know how to explain it. I was reading something. Testosterone spikes at a week. Then after that it goes back down. That worried me for a bit but then I read. When we ejaculate something happens to our testosterone receptors and it takes a few days for them to come back . With PMOing every day my body was not able to use much testosterone because the receptors died or were asleep or something. So these feelings will continue. From what I understand my dopamine levels and receptors start rebalancing too. My brain and body are getting a chance to heal. Hopefully I can keep away now so I can continue to heal.
88 days to go
Day 18/90. 20% complete. Great first week of school. Grad school interview went well. Happily staying busy... Great date with my gf last night.