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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Oct 27, 2017.
Day 0/90 Checking in.
Day 3. August 31 (targetted November 29)
On route... With flatline, full format begin
Day 26/90 checking in
I relapsed, this was my longest streak of 19 days, the urges got better of me
And now i feel relaxed, it made me realise i was running from problems of my life
Whenever i had some mental pressure or tension i just fapped, it had become a habit, i need to break out of this habit
Another thing i am afraid of is binge watching porn in upcoming 2,3 days
I will have to start again for my self, my dreams and for people that are important to me
I also realised daily updating your status on this site helps a lot, even though you guys hardly reply to any of my questions but still i feel a resistance to fap after writing here daily and knowing that i am not alone in this journey
Back to day 0 now, hope i do not masturbate again in near future, these 3-4 days i am vulnerable...
One day at a time and one urge at a time.
All the best guys.
Have a great day ahead
Too many false starts. What happened to that serious voice in my head that made me sign up for the 90 in the first place?! Not taking this seriously enough, sorry boys. Was just considering giving up giving up! But have just enough sanity left to realise that is leading nowhere. Keep chipping away!
The really stupid things about PMO. You sit there jerking off to a smoking hot girl who you are never going to get, ironically, especially not if you sit there repeatedly jerking off! Sorry, that thought just occurred to me in the aftermath. What a shit way to waste time and self sabotage!
I also used PMO as medication to 'fight' issues like mental pressure or tension, and I am sure many other people did too. I understand why will you feel vulnerable in the next few days, I feel the same when I relapse, but you had a great run there, 19 days is a great success. Now, you relapsed, but you are not losing all the progress, you just took one step backward, now just turn around and keep going! We are with you bro, stay strong!
Here we go.
Don"t torture urself
Take it easy
But keep the idea of quitting always in ur mind
Keep it alive, don"t let relapses blinding that good side of u
Day 3/90 progress seems more slow but proves working
Hang in there Maj..!. get up and let’s get you going again. IronicLly you are much more likely to get a real hot girl if you don’t jack off to hot pixel girls. If it wasn’t for my Current flatline I’d seriously be approaching girls 10 years younger than me since they are approaching me but I’m declining due to my nofap goals...
An urge is about 1 min more or less. I practice meditation sometimes cold shower on my privates. Getting busy with something else always help. Doing those dishes i wanted to do since yesterday for example