Day 15 of this streak. No more P, no more peeking. Instead I'm increasing confidence and self-love. I built this reality, now I will build a better one. I joined this forum 149 days ago. Of those 149 days, I was 137 days without PM.
I just realised something: this whole Covid-19 madness is hard, but for me in my NoFap journey, in a way it's actually a blessing in disguise. Yes, it makes it harder not to give in to my urges, and my urges seem more present than they've been in a while, so I spend much more time over here than I used to (and maybe should) to distract me from those urges... But for me, this whole thing has also spiked my drive to stay strong. Because I know, with all the working from home and all the stress, if I would give in to my urges now, there'd be no stopping. I'm all alone behind my computer for the most part of the day everyday now, so if I slack a bit, I would relapse so bad, and I'd be in such a bad state in no time. Just the thought of that makes me so much more determined not to slack at all. This is the time for us to grow, to get to know ourselves and to find our inner calm. Let's do it!
Yesterday evening I had an accident with my bike. Because of that I forgot to update. Anyway: Day 9 & 10
Day 0/90 No PM Day 433 at attempting this challenge Day 151 weight training (M, W, F) Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, desserts and alcohol
Day 0 This time not full of anger will power and hard motivation but this time trying to guide my self with wisdom and calmness . For my LIFE , FOR MY LOVED ONES and FOR NEET
Day 24. Had a couple of beers and feeling very tempted at the moment, managed to bring myself here instead and I'm going to bed before I do anything stupid!
