[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 56

 

Day 17/90 - think maybe this is beginning to get easier!!

I’m starting the day with cold showers… and started using simple meditation to distract myself and clear my mind of thoughts to go back when I feel temptation or have a distracting boner! Really seems to be helping!

 

Guys I slipped. I was doing pretty good, 15 days, then, I don't know I lost my resolve for a bit. I have to get more serious this time. Starting over, Day 0.

 

Day 51/90.

 

lapsed yesterday as i fapped bc i couldnt sleep - it was without porn -
it was first time in 14 days
i think it was unnecessary and i couldve slept without it and i feel i kinda lost control at that moment
but i dont know how to avoid a situation like that where you cant sleep-although youre tired and you need to sleep- and stressed out and having urges at the same time
does any body know how ?

 

just to clarify the day before that i watched porn without masturbation and after it i installed porn blocker on all devices
and then that happened

 

Day 9/90

 

Have you tried any meditation stuff buddy? I’ve been trying it… and really helping when I have urges or boners to calm the mind and divert my thoughts elsewhere!! Might be worth a go buddy!

 

Day 18/90 begins!!

 

Day 57

 

Day 3

 

Rebooting isn't a choice if I want to change for the better.

 

Day 52/90. Accidentally came across a Psub literature which has again strengthened the urges and worse, the fantasising. But ill stay strong and it will pass in a few days.

 

Day 19/90!! Three month target… and I’m pretty much at three weeks! This is beginning to feel good and achievable!!

 

Day 10/90

 

Day 58

 

Day 4

 

0/90- Failed yesterday! Back to zero

 

Day 27

 

Day 53/90. Difficult days. The urges are strong and so have been the fantasies. Will meditate and otherwise distract myself.