Day 0 I joined yesterday but I deleted my post. Ashamed because I couldn't stop the reset. However, I'm going to stay accountable for the remaining two lives. I'm CURIOUS how long I will last. The plan is to stay clean until the end of the week. I need to focus on that thought. I suppose I'll need to use some tricks - not sleeping alone, not being alone, having a backup plan for alone time. Weekends are good because I'm rarely alone. And last night I prayed afterwards, which I never do, but I know that it's up to me and no one and no force can change but me. Lives 2/3
Welcome to the challenge brother! 'You will decide and decree a thing, and it will be established unto you; and the light will shine upon your ways' Job 22:28
I am calm and peaceful! At the same time I noticing many more thoughts running in my mind which are not really good but to which I either didn't pay much attention or ignored before.
No, its not the streak you need but to live the character you want to be like a good actor who knows the script and feels the role. Streak is not the goal but a consequence of good performance and to perform good you have to be first. Work on renewal of your mind and everything else will be added unto you.
