Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.

  1. balatula

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    Today I will not use Porn, because I just relapsed and it feels awful. Awful has no place in my life anymore, life is too precious for awful.
     
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  2. I'vebeenlost

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    Today I am reading a book.
     
  3. My Best self

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    Today I did not pmo and that is something for me to be happy about
     
  4. kingbob3

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    Day 16.
    Today I am all excited.

    “You have Rich resources lying dormant within You." - Bob Proctor.

    I was up by 5:30 this morning. This is definitely an improvement in my lifestyle. Did my affirmations and went for a run in the nature, felt amazing after the run. In fact I was feeling alive. Then I heard this amazing talk by Bob Proctor on the QOT podcast by Sean Croxton, it pumped me up and I was like I can literally achieve anything what I want, I just need a strong desire to achieve it, strong discipline regime to work hard for it, and strong dedication to apply my 100% focus on it. All the 3Ds will help me achieve my goal. Then I mulled about the talk and related it to my run. I came up with a very important observation about myself. When I was running I tried 2approaches, first I was looking at the flag as a goal that I have to reach it and other I was not looking at the flag instead looking down on the road and kept running. Now I was very comfortable running looking down on the road. If you can see the bigger picture there was chances that I would have given up if I was running not looking at my goal. That is the root that maximum people cannot achieve their goal, cuz they are looking down on the road.
    If you want to achieve a goal, your focus should be on the goal not anywhere else. You will see just by your focus you will have that extra pump that you wont give up in the middle of your journey.
    Well I still need a strong regime, cuz I have just realized how to achieve a goal, albeit I have never achieved any. So any suggestions are welcome.
     
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  5. exito

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    Today i will not PMO because i want to make every breathe count and live a life
     
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  6. path_finder

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    Fapping to porn is worst.

    Today I dont watch IT. The longer I can so IT the better I will feel in the Future.

    But i am afraid: Always the relapse...
     
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  7. I'vebeenlost

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    Today I am working out and reading a book.
     
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  8. WanderTruth

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    3 hours ago i pmoed. 3 days from now no pmo. today i will be as normal as possible. doing stuff, exercise and learn
     
  9. reystronaut

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    Today I am working for God's glory.
     
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  10. hydroxide

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    Today, I am confident that I don't need porn or masturbation in my life, because the past 25 days have shown me so.
     
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  11. prsguitars2

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    Today, I am valuable
     
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  12. path_finder

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    Today I See that porn really disturbed my Life. IT Made me vulnerable when There was No Hurt before...

    I head for at least 3 Weeks... Or 90 days or FOREVER NO PMO.
     
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  13. exito

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    Today i will not PMO because I HAVE REALIZED THAT I AM A HUMAN
    & HUMANS LOVE AND DON'T FAP
     
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  14. My Best self

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    I am not going to let myself down today
     
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  15. path_finder

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    Or both, ideally
     
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  16. reystronaut

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    Today I am doing good, productive things.
     
  17. My Best self

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    Today is about over so no reason to relapse
     
  18. kingbob3

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    Day 19.

    Its so important to hit the gym that without it you have so much of energy that filth comes very easy in our mind. Today is Sunday and my gym is closed in the evening so I did my cardio in the morning only. Felt so amazing and all pumped up. When you work out brain goes in emergency mode, it cannot make out the difference between an actual threat and workout regime so its start burning fat when you break a sweat and when you are done your brain gets a feeling that finally the threat is gone so it rewards our system with some harmones like cortisol, dopamine and many more neurotransmitters aka feel good harmones which gives you a relaxed state of mind, a feeling like life is good without a threat, Enjoy life its beautiful. Its not necessary to hit the gym only any type of workout which breaks your sweat will give you the same feeling. Its an amazing way of utilizing the excess energy in our body which if not released builds up in the form of filth. When one has high sexual drive one should release the same by doing some physical exertion.
    But I need to develop some habits in which this excess energy can be utilized by using my brain as well. I need to start doing complex mathematics, physics and chemistry in this way I can release my energy by using my brain as well. Back in a day when I was a teenager studying these subjects and every time I got stuck with some problems I remember I got frustrated and instead of solving the problem I chose fapping to porn. Because in that young age when I was overflowing with sexual energy anything which gave me discomfort, porn was always there for an escape. I didn't had this much of wisdom about nofap back then but now I am armed with the power of knowledge. So I need to finish what I started back then, which sadly I gave up cuz I could not handle the energies of my system at that time. I have this complex, this guilt in me that I could not deliver what I was supposed to deliver, this failure has grown a burgeoning tumor of regret in me which has devastated my self confidence and the only practical way which I see possible to develop myself into a responsible human being is by slowly steadily removing all the malign parts of the tumor which are pulling me down, academics being one of them.
    I hope I am positive through out, and I am aware that I am gonna meet some really hard times because its difficult to handle such an huge amount of accumulated sexual energy but I am adamant, I am fed with the life of mediocrity and I desire and deserve a happy content and level 10 best version of myself in this life.
    The following picture I received from a junior, on whatsapp, hope it gives you an idea about what I am going through. I need help please write any suggestions it will be of great help.


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  19. Whymeohwhy

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    Today I am, stronger than I think.
     
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  20. prsguitars2

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    Today, I am determined
     
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