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Day 1: Starting nofap once again..

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Arez01, Mar 1, 2020.

  1. Arez01

    Arez01 Fapstronaut

    Idk what's your problem but I can see it both ways: Either you came here because you are in love with porn and you want to piss some people off OR it's your own way to motivate me, tell me that I suck so I can tell myself that I really don't so I can defeat the urge. I'm guessing the second one- Thanks brother
     
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  2. Prince6543

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    Did you just understand me ?:emoji_anguished:
    I was a bit pissed of back then because i had been studying the whole night and I was having a urge to sleep before completing.
    I guess controlling oneself is the best feeling ever.
     
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  3. Arez01

    Arez01 Fapstronaut

    Day 13: This day has a shitty ending. I ended up talking with a lot of people on the internet (discord) and this kind of interacting with people is melting my brain it's so bad. The urges were so strong but I didn't masturbate, that's the best part. I want to sleep fast, I hope I won't feel so cringy the next day - Peace dudes
     
  4. Drew_ProdigalSun8841

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    I understand that completely. I always noticed that after a relapse-which was about one every day or so- my social awkwardness would go up noticeably to me. I also noticed that every time I masturbated it would be tougher for me at the gym to make gains and even lift what I could the previous day.
     
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  5. You are doing good !
    Try and keep this spirit. Maybe you want to write it down to remember on bad days what you can have if you resist.
    Keep on fighting :)
     
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  6. helppls

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    So ur saying I can’t have sex or kiss a girl during nofap Bc it will trigger my hormones even if I resist master bating also, I heard u go into flatline where ur penis has a rewire pls explain to me why am I doing NoFap if my penis is. Going to be broken
     
  7. Arez01

    Arez01 Fapstronaut

    Finding a normal server with normal people without porn section is literally impossible. I think it's the day of my fall lads - I don't want to give up but I still have in mind that I need to survive 13 days more with absolute boredom, lack of friends, lack of gym - so yeah.. we will see.

    I don't understand much what you said but having sex with your wife/girlfriend isn't going to make you masturbate more, unless that's the part of the sex lol.
     
  8. Arez01

    Arez01 Fapstronaut

    Fucking did it, I knew this will happen. I wish porn didn't exist, I wish people weren't sex driven, I wish sex didn't exist, I fucking hate it. I don't want to do it - but I do it anyway. People who are addicted to drugs need to go to the dealer -> spend money -> go back not getting caught -> do it in your home and be sure to not leave any suspicious signs of using it. What I, porn addict, need to do? I need to go to the browser and grab my fucking dick. That's how easy it is. Everywhere I am, I can watch the biggest orgies in the world, I can watch any abomination I want and nobody fucking cares. I don't have a job, I don't go to school now, I don't have any priorities. Day 0. Sorry that I disappointed some of you...
     
  9. Get back on track fast - It is important not to slip for longer time.
     
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  10. msgcommander

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    Dude, we all screw up multiple times. But the important thing is getting back up. There is a LOT of sh*t in this world that can ruin you. Pornography is 1 of them. Day 10 - 15 is supposed to be the hardest stage of NoFap. Just keep going and don't give up. I keep a voice recording of me talking to myself on my phone to listen to when i am on the brink of giving up. The recording reminds me of how i feel like sh*t after Masturbating and it persuades me to not do it. I suggest you make a recording similar to that and listen to it when you feel like giving up. Good luck.
     
  11. Shadow™輝ツ

    Shadow™輝ツ Fapstronaut

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    Just stop?
    Hey listen up, you're at a very young age and this time is the time to make a change for the future alright? I've been in you're position more than a thousand times. Just slap yourself a couple of times when you think about porn metaphorically. Dont be a pussy
     
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  12. Arez01

    Arez01 Fapstronaut

    Day 1: (Thanks dudes for all the support). This day was easy but it's pretty obvious why, I can really feel being dumber than before; occasionaly I have porn pictures in my head. It's bad, but I think that there might be new opportunities to be active and not laze in my room all the time - reading bible more will also help -Peace
     
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  13. Bluespace123

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    Reading is a great way to focus your attention so your mind isent wondering off to thoughts that could lead to pmo.

    When I first started to quit pmo I started reading, it was kinda hard at first cause I had like almost no attention span. But after forcing myself to read almost daily, I could start to read for longer periods of time, and enjoy it.

    Really enjoy reading your journal keep it up man.
    Btw you might want to move your journal to the forum sections that specifically for reboot logs. This one is more for general pmo talk.
     
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  14. Alan-Struggle

    Alan-Struggle New Fapstronaut

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    坚持这一点对您来说是成功的,并且我真的希望您能一直做到。来自不同地区的我们都遭受了互联网色情疾病的困扰,无休止的fap,拉屎!我想控制自己,这太难了,加油!:emoji_clap:
     
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  15. Rajamrutak

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    Im also on day 1 excited a lot i also have tried before but failed again and again help is what i need
     
  16. helppls

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    I heard that masterbsting is actually good for your health but too much leads to addiction so I could still masterbate while watching porn or I can masterbate without porn
     
  17. Prince6543

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    Ask yourself one question. If you can have sex any time you want, would you still masturbate?
    will that even be that big of a thing anymore?
    NO? If that's your answer, what you are basically doing is desiring of real sex but when you dont get it, you watch sexually stimulating videos (Porn) to get similar experience and dopamine and then to control the urge , You JERK OFF
    I realised that and when you will too, you will prefer to wait and look for a real partner rather than jerking off
     
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  18. Shadow™輝ツ

    Shadow™輝ツ Fapstronaut

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    Well said. What's you're longest streak I'm just curious
     
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  19. Prince6543

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    My longest streak was 20 Days
    And my current streak is 18 Days:)
     
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  20. Shadow™輝ツ

    Shadow™輝ツ Fapstronaut

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    Cool I just wanted to know considering you're the same age as mine l. Mine was 6 month or so currently on day 20 now
     
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