Hi Guys, I'm relatively new around here I didn't post an intro but thought I should in order to be more involved with the forum. You can find my journal/log following the link below the more people responding and giving constructive criticism r even words of encouragement honestly would mean the world to me. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...n-my-son-can-be-proud-of.237893/#post-2120951 I'm 26 male, married for 2 years and have a 1 year old son and this horrible addiction threatens to tear me away from all of that. I'm committed to change or else I may just lose it all. My wife has had enough of the porn, she is over my excuses and is over the constant relapses and sneaky behavior. Also, what sort of example am I going to be setting for my son? What if he walked in on me one day watching porn? How could I expect him to respect me ever again? It has to be done, I've seen so many successful NoFap stories I hope to add to them. I'm taking it one day at a time because I'm sure as we all know, an addiction built up over many years can't simply be fixed in a day, month or even a year I don't believe you're ever fully recovered. it is a constant grind, once addicted o something then I personally believe you're always susceptible, unfortunately that's the reality we all live in. I hope to keep up the consistent posting and updating, thanks guys having this community has really saved me in a number of ways. I thought of myself as a loser with no will power, no discipline and a complete lack of self-respect but I've come to realize how the addiction works and the triggers involved and how I slowly put myself into a deeper and deeper hole over the years which I'm only now trying to get out of. I denied it being an issue for years but getting married, having a son and generally maturing as an individual I've realized I was making excuses in order to rid myself of guilt and fuel my addiction.