(maybe triggers?) So i've had a crush on this girl i met two months ago, and i finally mustered up the courage to ask her out. She said yes! First date (14 november) we go to a cafe to get some drinks and end up at her place. While cuddling and kissing in her bed, i notice that i can't have an erection. I lie to her saying that i dont do sex on the first date, she buys it and tells me she thinks thats a good thing. Me, being naive, thought it were those 4 or 5 drinks that made me not get an erection. Fast forward 10 days (24 november) and the 2nd date is in my town. Same story, i take her to dinner, few drinks, wind up playing guitar at my place and singing along. Also, no erection when cuddling and kissing and touching eachother. This time i tell her it's the drinks. She assures me its fine. I make her O with my hand and we go to sleep. Googling around i found this website and find out i have PIED. Now i already set the next date for next Saturday, and i have no idea what to do. There is no way i can reboot and rewire in 10 days. I panick and text her that i have winter depression, so when i fail to get erect i can blame the winter depression. My P addiction isn't that bad, but i've had serious death grip. No M from 14 till 22 november cuz i thought i had just M'd too often before our first date. M on 22 nov in the morning so i wouldnt O too soon on november 24th. No M since and no urges to PM. I have no idea if this is the right topic but im in serious need of some advice and assurance.